chi

The shower was okay. Lots of food, drinks, people. Half the guys were outside getting drunk, which I thought was very fucking disrespectful. We didnt buy that much beer for a reason, that doesnt mean you go out and buy more when you run out in the first 1/2 hour. So it was a baby shower, if you didnt want to be there, you shouldnt have fucking come. whatever.

Lost my glasses somehere at my friends house, I think. Im a dumbass. Im pretty sure I cam home with them....Im praying she find them. I cant afford a new pair right now. Plus, Id really really appriciate having them at work.

Took a tour of St. Josephs Hospital with Candace yesterday. Im going to get so lost trying to find her when she goes into labor...all franticly running around screaming "Candace! Candace! I want my baby! Wheres my baby!"

Called in from work yesterday so I could go to the hospital. Called at 9:30am, 1/2 hr after we opened, and told the Rph why I wansnt coming in, where I was and if it was okay. He said okay. Then I come back today, and get fucking written-up for it! WTF!?! It said I was being written-up for calling in or short notice, being quoted for saying "I cant make it in today", for not telling them why or where I was. BULLSHIT MY FRIEND, COMPLETE BULLSHIT! There was a spot to write my comments and boy did I. Filled that out along with some on the back. Fucking dick, trying to cover his ass. and quoting me on things I never said. Asshole.

okay, gotta call to see if I have jury duty tomorrow....update later.

Update: Woohoo! No Judy Duty tomorrow...but the weeks not over yet.

Look what I can do!

Purty..


okay, my turn:

[my name is]: Crystal, Crissi, Chi
[in the morning i am]: Not a happy camper
[all i need is]: a cigarette
[love is]: shit
[im afraid of]: spiders
[i dream about]: some freaky ass shit

-H A V E .Y O U. E V E R . .
[pictured your crush naked?]: yes
[actually seen your crush naked]: in the past...
[fucked]: oh yeah
[had sex]: sure
[made love]: I'd like to believe so
[been in love]: unfortunatley
[cried when someone died]: Of corse
[lied]: I try not too

-W H I C H . I S . B E T T E R-
[coke or pepsi]: Coke
[flowers or candy]: flowers
[tall or short]: taller than me

-W I T H .T H E. O P P O S I T E. S E X-
[what do you notice first?]: eyes
[last person u slow danced with]: Jessica
[worst question to ask]: Do I know you?

-W H O-
[makes you laugh the most?]: Jess
[makes you smile]: Nathan
[gives you a funny feeling when you see them]: dont worry about it
[do you have a crush on?]:Again, dont worry about it
[has a crush on you?]: fuck if I know, no-one
[easiest to talk to]: Candace

-D O. Y O U .E V E R-
[sit on the internet all day waiting for someone special to I.M. you?]: I have....im so lame
[save aol/aim conversations]: See above
[wish you were a member of the opposite sex]: no
[cried because of someone saying something to you]: Yup

-H A V E .Y O U .E V E R-
[fallen for your best friend]: good friend yes, best friend no.
[been rejected]: yes
[rejected someone]: yes
[used someone]: yes, but it was mutual
[been cheated on]: yes, fucker
[done something you regret]: Yes, but it taught a damn good lesson.

-W H O .W A S .T H E .L A S T. P E R S O N-
[you talked to on the phone]: Candace
[hugged]: Nathan
[you instant messaged]: Um......?
[you laughed with]: Sister

-D O .Y O U-
[color your hair]: haha, cant remember my natural one
[ever get off the damn computer]n tuesdays
[habla espanol]: No...wait thats spanish. Nein.

-D O .Y O U / / A R E .Y O U-
[smoke cigarettes]: yes
[obsessive]: on some things
[could you live without the computer?]: No
[how many peeps are on your buddylist?]: 15?
[what's your favorite food?]: Cheesecake or Chicken.
[whats ur favorite fruit?]: Strawberrys/Cherrys
[drink alchohol?]: Me? No, never... shhh
[like watching sunrises or sunset]: sunsets, sunrises are too damn early
[what hurts the most? physical pain or emotional pain?]: emotional
[trust others way too easily?]: oh yeah

-N U M B E R-
[of times i have had my heart broken? ]: too many
[of hearts i have broken?] : 2?
[of boys i have kissed?] : a bunch
[of girls i have kissed?] : 2
[of continents i have lived in?] 1
[of drugs taken illegally?] : 6...wow I remember
[of tight friends?] : 2
[of cd's that i own?] : lots and lots
[of scars on my body?] : maybe 4-5
[of things in my past that i regret?] : dont ask

I KNOW: only what I need to
I WANT: to be happy
I HAVE: a pink fussy virgen mary piggy bank!
I WISH: I could go numb on que
I HATE: hateful people
I MISS: being young and stupid
I FEAR: that i'll be old and alone
I HEAR: too much shit being talked
I SEARCH: im done searching
I WONDER: if there is anything at the end
I REGRET: and I learn from it
I LOVE: too easily
I ACHE: everywhere
I CARE: too much
I ALWAYS: make sure my friends are happy
I DANCE: when Im drunk
I SING: to 80's music over the intercom
I CRY: once a week at least
I DO NOT ALWAYS: do my best
I WRITE: stupid poems and storys that only I read
I WIN: I won!? What'd I win?
I CONFUSE: myself
I LISTEN: I act like it dont I?
I CAN USUALLY BE FOUND: in my own little world
I NEED: to be independent
I AM HAPPY ABOUT: my new baby girl
I SHOULD: go to fucking bed