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the way you listed that it sounds like the 12 days of xmas

but seriously i hope something works out for you!

fuck yeah! got coked the fuck up and banged hella bitches!!!....*crosses fingers behind back*

glad to hear the living situation is handled, sort of. i'd consider the offer, if i didn't know your place was built on an indian burial ground. deceiver!!!!

hope you're well

if you wanted to move out to VB you could be my room mate. i am getting a new apartment at the end of february beginning of march. i have o decide if i want to take on the entire cost of a 2 berdroom aparment on my own or find a decent room mate who is ok with kids (since my visit every other weekend) in that case i would get a 3 bedroom. so far i am leaning toward the 2 bedroom. just thought i would throw that out but that would really take you away from your family. you are just so good with kids and such a nice girl. we mostly have walgreens which i do know pay a cost of living increase for this area. what ever good luck, i'll be keeping you in my thoughts as to where you end up and that it is the best possible set up for you!

1 - I dunno any "girl" bands. Honestly. If you find some good ones, please let me know.

2 - Hard-Boiled Wonderland And The End Of The World by Murakami. That or the Jenna Jameson book.

3 - Drunk Operation. Seriously. Get the Simpsons version of it and turn it into a drinking game. Everytime you touch an edge, take a shot or swig of beer. After a bit you won't be able to sit straight let alone operate.

And btw, I think of you all the time.

1. T.A.T.U.

2. Mrs. Piggle Wiggle

3. Play WoW, you fucking n00b.

:warm furry hugs and kitten kisses:
Feel loved, K. Cuz you are.

Hang in there, keep yer chin up, and just take it one day at a time. That's usually what I do.

oh.. and the twitchin is from a nerve that seems to want to be noticed the past couple days. Was in a fight in high school and got smacked in the face pretty good. Damaged a nerve just under my left eye and it makes it twitch every now and again. Not the whole cheek either, and not a big huge twitch, just that lil fleshy part just below the bottom eye lid... it likes to go twitchy twitchy every so often just as a reminder. lol

random person alert who can not sleep

gosh, your cute. and that prfile pic font is not too shabby either.

not too sure about yout chick music dilema. I do know Fionna Apple came out with a new album if thats your bag

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just cuz

yeah..i WAS gonna do some retail therapy, but there's nothing in the stores right now. it's all the leftover crap from the holidays nobody wanted. otherwise it's the vacation collection that is all crazy turquoise and salmon coloured stuff. bleh. so i stayed home and fell asleep...so i guess i did pasta and sleep therapy. Ugh next week i'll have to do gym therapy too!

thanks so much for the words of encouragement. it isn't easy that's for sure, but i'm confident i'll get through this.

No, I wanted to just get it over with so that I could start on the new one. I'm sorry. Maybe when the next year rolls in I can wait for it with you, holding your hand, waiting for that fateful second to tick past, then give you a big wet kiss (cuz after a few drinks wet kisses is all I have to give, biological thing I have no control over, really). We would wish each other a happy new year, stay up till 6 am telling stories and catching up with old friends til we fell asleep cuddled together, me holding you gently all wrapped up in a warm fuzzy blanket.

Or i could just be dreaming right now.. I'm really not sure. I'm sober but so damn tired that I've got my eyes closed while typing this.

Happy New Year Beautiful.

hey i am going to go anonymous after today.it is too painful with er being on the same site and acting like i don't even exist anymore. i have never seen anyone 180 faster than she did. i've met a pretty nice girl thati'll have to see how things go with, after opening my heart like that once before you become a little wiser but she seems very wonderful so far.

if you are on myspace or tribe look me up, i would love to keep in touch!

and give me a chance i'll bet i could make a pretty good dent in a double stack!

damn you're silly...

shaved heads sushi, work wrapping paper, chocolate, cars and magnetic puppies......

see now i am wondering where the midgits come in to this story...

glad to see you rambling on and happy. oh and you know you're going to rock at your new job, peace out.

Hope you have a wonderful holiday. Thanks for the kind words. Its good to see that there are sweet and sincere people still. Love Cheri

there are points in our lives that shape us forever, good, bad, or whatever they belong to us. just don't ever let things stop you from growing, or enjoying life, but we all have things that made us who we are. some things are just more definitive then others. trust me on this one, they'll be more and they'll be stuff you can't even imagine now or even expect.

so far from my one perspective here, you've turned out so far into a cool, fantastic caring and compasionate person. i don't think you can get much better than that!

you are very welcome and i truly mean it, i think you've turned out great.

and speaking about time i had something aweful happen when i was 6 years old. i had issues come up in my life at the age of 40 that were a dirrect result of that issue. in fact i still deal with it even now and that was 36 years ago. somethings really do have a powerful affect on our lives. i imagine that this particular inccident will always haunt me.

(and if you have to know i would rather write you then to put it here)

just remember to be good to yourself and enjoy as much of life as you can even if it is a weird rollercoaster sometimes!

Nothin wrong with orange hair darlin. Mine grows out that way naturally.
Wait... I get told there's something wrong with me all the time. Nevermind.



Go for what ever works for you. Good luck on the new or transfered job thing. I hope you find a place you like and can enjoy.

Love the pics.

N.

Seems you were one of the only ones that did. Ah well... I dig the hair though. And YAY for getting your store back!!