To much to talk about know. If I start to explain its going to be a rant that i might not even be able to follow.
calypso:
It's strange to think of where I was a year ago...
Lets see where to begin. Well I know its a little late but I should share something that I'm am thankful for. For the first time in three years my dad has roof over his head and a job. He has been on and off the streets since Oct '03. When I moved to Nevada, he was back out on the streets. Last I heard...
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Well the glamour of living in Las Vegas is starting to wear off. Once you are off the strip its the same as any other big city. I did not get the apartment I was told I would get. The lady was in the hospital and could not move out in time. I'm am still in the same complex. Now instead of a view of...
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Hello boys and girls, i am alive and well in Henderson NV. Enjoying a nice week off to unpack and get settled in
magentahh:
yay for movimg! yay for updating! yay for taking a leap into the unknown!
yay yay yay!
*big kisses* (for you AND the doggie!
)
magentahh
yay yay yay!
*big kisses* (for you AND the doggie!
)magentahh
11 days and counting. I think i only have about half the place packed. My dad still has his stuff here. I dont know what he is going to do with it all. I guess only keep what he can carry. I fear that this may be the last time i see him. I dont know how to feel about that.
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sirpsychosexy:
So, what time are you guys meeting at fiesta?
Its a go. Got a deposit on an apartment. Much nicer than I have here. 2 bed/2 bath. Its in Henderson but my patio has a veiw of the Las Vegas Valley and the strip. I have to say after seeing the shop i am going to miss the San Diego shop. Its going to need some work. Hopefully they will listen to my suggestions...
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magentahh:
yay yay yay for you!
it will be fine - it was meant to happen!!!
xx
it will be fine - it was meant to happen!!!
xx
Car: Rented
Maps: Printed
Next Stop: Vegas
When: Monday
I go monday to vegas to look at the shop and the apartment i found. Two bedroom in Henderson that takes rotts. I dont know why but my company has thrown more money at me. Im not gonna complain but why such a fuss over me.
Maps: Printed
Next Stop: Vegas
When: Monday
I go monday to vegas to look at the shop and the apartment i found. Two bedroom in Henderson that takes rotts. I dont know why but my company has thrown more money at me. Im not gonna complain but why such a fuss over me.
Well I have been given the opportunity to transfer to Las Vegas with the same company doing the same thing but for atleast three bucks more an hour. For face value it sounds good. More pay, lower cost of living. But Im beating my head against the wall trying to decide what I want. There is not a whole lot holding me here. It would...
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sirpsychosexy:
Go for it, vegas is the place to be man, thats why all the work is going there.
Live for the moment, even if you hate it you can always move back.
Think about it, even if you do hate it there you will have a cheap place to live and better pay in the interim. Basically the best position there is to move, wherever you want or wait for the perfect place to find in san diego before you move. Even with your rottweiler.
Seriously, you would still be in a better position than 90% of the prospective tennants who live here.
Besides, everyone needs to know someone who lives in vegas, right?
Live for the moment, even if you hate it you can always move back.
Think about it, even if you do hate it there you will have a cheap place to live and better pay in the interim. Basically the best position there is to move, wherever you want or wait for the perfect place to find in san diego before you move. Even with your rottweiler.
Seriously, you would still be in a better position than 90% of the prospective tennants who live here.
Besides, everyone needs to know someone who lives in vegas, right?
sirpsychosexy:
P.S. I forgot to tell you I totally got a new job as a bartender. If you are still drinking, head over to Shogun in Kearney mesa.
Take the clairemont blvd. EAST 163 exit, and make the very, very first left. It's the japanese hibachi place right after the dennys with a blue roof.
Come to think of it, you work in the area, right?
Seriously, first cerveza is on me, any night you want. It's totally cool. The only night I don't work is friday. Its on Kearney villa Rd. right after Clairemont mesa blvd.
We just opened the new bar tonight, you should check it out.
Take the clairemont blvd. EAST 163 exit, and make the very, very first left. It's the japanese hibachi place right after the dennys with a blue roof.
Come to think of it, you work in the area, right?
Seriously, first cerveza is on me, any night you want. It's totally cool. The only night I don't work is friday. Its on Kearney villa Rd. right after Clairemont mesa blvd.
We just opened the new bar tonight, you should check it out.
Wow im feeling much better than that last post. I mean that was depressing. It made me feel better to get it off my chest. I am feeling better now. I actully feel guilty for what I have done. Now i really want to quit and I will, but what concerns me now is, will I fall to temptation again if pushed to the point?...
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Lost within a sea of emotion. I don't know how to feel. Part of me feels betrayed by promises that were not kept. I promised that I would wait and I kept my word. Now she is with someone else, it does not make any sense. When I read her words such as, "No one could ever, or will ever, be as good as him"...
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magentahh:
she's not the one for you if she has made you this upset.
grieve, and move on.
your doggie is sooooooo cute!
xx
grieve, and move on.
your doggie is sooooooo cute!
xx
thorr74:
I don't know if your request to not comment is refering to "not commenting to her" or to you....but I will comment here -
I DO know who you are speaking of, and I am truely sorry to read that you two are no longer together.
I developed an internet crush on her long before you were in the picture, and admit I (amoung many I am sure) had a hint of unreasonable jealousy/envy of you
But I also found your journals to be insightful and interesting, and since I spoke to her occasionally via IM, I was happy for you both. I just came across your journal today, and am truely shocked!
I don't pretend to know ANYTHING about your relationship with her... I haven't IM'd her in 6 months....and would never ask about her personal life even if I did... but I hope you find what it is you need my friend....either closure and peace with the situation or better yet, her return.
Good Luck
I DO know who you are speaking of, and I am truely sorry to read that you two are no longer together.
I developed an internet crush on her long before you were in the picture, and admit I (amoung many I am sure) had a hint of unreasonable jealousy/envy of you
But I also found your journals to be insightful and interesting, and since I spoke to her occasionally via IM, I was happy for you both. I just came across your journal today, and am truely shocked!
I don't pretend to know ANYTHING about your relationship with her... I haven't IM'd her in 6 months....and would never ask about her personal life even if I did... but I hope you find what it is you need my friend....either closure and peace with the situation or better yet, her return.
Good Luck