Its a go. Got a deposit on an apartment. Much nicer than I have here. 2 bed/2 bath. Its in Henderson but my patio has a veiw of the Las Vegas Valley and the strip. I have to say after seeing the shop i am going to miss the San Diego shop. Its going to need some work. Hopefully they will listen to my suggestions...
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Car: Rented
Maps: Printed
Next Stop: Vegas
When: Monday
I go monday to vegas to look at the shop and the apartment i found. Two bedroom in Henderson that takes rotts. I dont know why but my company has thrown more money at me. Im not gonna complain but why such a fuss over me.
Maps: Printed
Next Stop: Vegas
When: Monday
I go monday to vegas to look at the shop and the apartment i found. Two bedroom in Henderson that takes rotts. I dont know why but my company has thrown more money at me. Im not gonna complain but why such a fuss over me.
Well I have been given the opportunity to transfer to Las Vegas with the same company doing the same thing but for atleast three bucks more an hour. For face value it sounds good. More pay, lower cost of living. But Im beating my head against the wall trying to decide what I want. There is not a whole lot holding me here. It would...
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sirpsychosexy:
Go for it, vegas is the place to be man, thats why all the work is going there.
Live for the moment, even if you hate it you can always move back.
Think about it, even if you do hate it there you will have a cheap place to live and better pay in the interim. Basically the best position there is to move, wherever you want or wait for the perfect place to find in san diego before you move. Even with your rottweiler.
Seriously, you would still be in a better position than 90% of the prospective tennants who live here.
Besides, everyone needs to know someone who lives in vegas, right?
Live for the moment, even if you hate it you can always move back.
Think about it, even if you do hate it there you will have a cheap place to live and better pay in the interim. Basically the best position there is to move, wherever you want or wait for the perfect place to find in san diego before you move. Even with your rottweiler.
Seriously, you would still be in a better position than 90% of the prospective tennants who live here.
Besides, everyone needs to know someone who lives in vegas, right?
sirpsychosexy:
P.S. I forgot to tell you I totally got a new job as a bartender. If you are still drinking, head over to Shogun in Kearney mesa.
Take the clairemont blvd. EAST 163 exit, and make the very, very first left. It's the japanese hibachi place right after the dennys with a blue roof.
Come to think of it, you work in the area, right?
Seriously, first cerveza is on me, any night you want. It's totally cool. The only night I don't work is friday. Its on Kearney villa Rd. right after Clairemont mesa blvd.
We just opened the new bar tonight, you should check it out.
Take the clairemont blvd. EAST 163 exit, and make the very, very first left. It's the japanese hibachi place right after the dennys with a blue roof.
Come to think of it, you work in the area, right?
Seriously, first cerveza is on me, any night you want. It's totally cool. The only night I don't work is friday. Its on Kearney villa Rd. right after Clairemont mesa blvd.
We just opened the new bar tonight, you should check it out.
Wow im feeling much better than that last post. I mean that was depressing. It made me feel better to get it off my chest. I am feeling better now. I actully feel guilty for what I have done. Now i really want to quit and I will, but what concerns me now is, will I fall to temptation again if pushed to the point?...
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Lost within a sea of emotion. I don't know how to feel. Part of me feels betrayed by promises that were not kept. I promised that I would wait and I kept my word. Now she is with someone else, it does not make any sense. When I read her words such as, "No one could ever, or will ever, be as good as him"...
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magentahh:
she's not the one for you if she has made you this upset.
grieve, and move on.
your doggie is sooooooo cute!
xx
grieve, and move on.
your doggie is sooooooo cute!
xx
thorr74:
I don't know if your request to not comment is refering to "not commenting to her" or to you....but I will comment here -
I DO know who you are speaking of, and I am truely sorry to read that you two are no longer together.
I developed an internet crush on her long before you were in the picture, and admit I (amoung many I am sure) had a hint of unreasonable jealousy/envy of you
But I also found your journals to be insightful and interesting, and since I spoke to her occasionally via IM, I was happy for you both. I just came across your journal today, and am truely shocked!
I don't pretend to know ANYTHING about your relationship with her... I haven't IM'd her in 6 months....and would never ask about her personal life even if I did... but I hope you find what it is you need my friend....either closure and peace with the situation or better yet, her return.
Good Luck
I DO know who you are speaking of, and I am truely sorry to read that you two are no longer together.
I developed an internet crush on her long before you were in the picture, and admit I (amoung many I am sure) had a hint of unreasonable jealousy/envy of you
But I also found your journals to be insightful and interesting, and since I spoke to her occasionally via IM, I was happy for you both. I just came across your journal today, and am truely shocked!
I don't pretend to know ANYTHING about your relationship with her... I haven't IM'd her in 6 months....and would never ask about her personal life even if I did... but I hope you find what it is you need my friend....either closure and peace with the situation or better yet, her return.
Good Luck
I miss her. I miss her touch. I miss gazing into piercing eyes. Oddly enough I miss her questioning me, picking my brain about what I truly believe. No one has every had such an impact on me and my life. I avoid snails at every cost and feel sad if I step on one. Only she will really understand that. Its been just over...
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My dad has been staying with me this past week. For those who dont know his is homeless because of the choices he has made. Two years ago I tried to have him stay here but in the end I had to throw him out. Since then I would hear from him from time to time. He had been staying with some "friends" or in...
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darling69:
HEY MAN WHATS UP HOWS IT GOING ?
Duse helping people is so awesome but the most important thing is to make sure your doing well take care of you make sure your happy or your really not helping anyone
be strong things always work out ,it`s up to him to find the answer thats very important to him
Duse helping people is so awesome but the most important thing is to make sure your doing well take care of you make sure your happy or your really not helping anyone
be strong things always work out ,it`s up to him to find the answer thats very important to him
Ever feel like youre not whole. There is a piece missing. The piece missing complements you best. Neither half is better than the other. One is sad the other is there to comfort. One shares in the joy the other is in. They balance each other out.
12 hours is not nearly enough time
Once you taste perfection, nothing else comes close
darling69:
HAPPY BIRTHDAY
Saying goodbye to her has to be one of the hardest things i have ever had to do 
So I saw my dad again. First time since Oct of last year I believe. Its really not the best of relationships that we have. He is homeless and living out of his car again. There are reasons that prevent me from helping him anymore. I cant really help those that don't actively seek help. As much as I despise everything has done and what...
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user304975207:
Im sorry to hear about your dad. I dont think I have any comforting words to give as Ive never had to deal with this, but I can only imagine what its like for you to not know when you will see him again, and feel like you cant/shouldnt help him.
*hugs*
*hugs*
cecelia:
I'm sorry about your situation. I hope you get a chance to tell your dad what you need to.
it will be fine - it was meant to happen!!!
xx