It's been a hard fight.... we gave up on heading west a couple weeks ago. Oshawa isn't the ideal stronghold but coming back was, I think, a good idea.I still can.t believe the things I've done since it's started. I'll have nightmares for the rest of my life. FUCK!!!! I've murdered more friends in the last year.... I'll never be able to live it down. Sure, it was necessary, or at least we say it is now,but I don't think I will ever do good again, I can't believe the things I've done... I deserve to die... I'll post again soon, if the connection still works. FUCK FUCK FUCK FUCK FUCK, I Quit!!!!!!!!!!!
