cheshiretatts

Well... I did it... Went out like a champ I did. It was like it was meant to be. My cousin works with me and a good family friend does too and I knew they were gonna bitch hardcore when I quit but like a sign from above they were not at work monday... I packed up my desk when I got there in the morning... Wrote an e-mail for my sup, thn one for everyone I knew there and got up and walked out for the last time. I took customers up until the last moment... I remember the last time I will ever say Thank You For Calling Verizon Wireless for the rest of my life because it is the start of my new life. I am so scared right now I can't barely breathe but I'm very excited as well. I know we will make it just the not knowing is a feeling I both love and hate. If you have been following my journals for a while I have talked about how I run from things allot... I run as fast and far as I can... I did that on Monday, I ran from living a life I wasn't made for... Running from letting someone else tell me this was as good as it gets and I am crazy to hope for anything else. I know that wasn't my path and I wasn't ever going to be happy sitting in a cube having people bitch me out for eight hours five days a week... And so a new chapter of my life is coming and it is new and different and all on my terms. I keep thinking there has to be a catch because if it is this easy then why are there still people working at jobs they hate with the sadness in their eyes. Why doesn't everyone follow their dreams and just stand up and walk out of the lives they despise? Well I got allot of changes to make... I bought allot of ghetto livin food like top ramen and oatmeal to live one for a while, need to save money.... I want this to be big! I think it will I just need to get it off the ground... Wish me luck