What a emotionally taxing week. I have been trying to prepare for a banishing ritual on the Full Moon. My ex, and I did some blood letting with when we were together, and I haven't been able to break that metaphysical thread yet. It is going to be an emotional night for me. I thought I was going to spend my life with her, I was in love with her. I faster today, to get the ritual started, to lead up to the "real" ritual on the Full Moon. 
It would be good you to know this first. Otherwise, what are you banashing?