Boys anger me 
Actually the one I'm going to talk about doesn't anger me he just makes me want to cry. I wanted nothing more, at the time, then to be with him and make him happy. 
and you know what I get in return?
A big steemy pile of shit. That's what I got. I got a "you're a good person and I loved you but she was here" and all sorts of other shit...and it pisses me off.
Every time he gets a break from school he's all on me talkin' bout how pretty I am, how hot I make him, how sexy I am how I look good with my hair the way I keep it now, how I look slimmer then before and shit... And I feel like shit the more compliments he gives me.
How warped is that? I should be lglad someone wants me like that and shit. But am I ? Shit no I almost cried when he told me how perfect a girlfriend I'll be for someone one day. He was all "you've got a high sex drive, you're beautiful and sexy, you're smart as hell and you're caring and nice.." I had to try so hard not to.. I don't kno why but I think if he ever came and was like "Yeah I want you back, no bullshit this time" I'd jump so fast.. I'd even move ut there.. Will I ever completely admit that to myself or anyone else? No.
I feel bad because I'm really into Rosie and then he pops up and I feel all neglectful and stuff. I have a headach and my body aches and stuff.. so yeah I feel like shit. Anyways.. I luff my Rosie.. I'd move down there with her if I had a place to stay and shit. I have three people out there by here too. Gah shit would be good if I could get out there. Anyways I'm gunna go talk to my mami later all.
Actually the one I'm going to talk about doesn't anger me he just makes me want to cry. I wanted nothing more, at the time, then to be with him and make him happy. and you know what I get in return?
A big steemy pile of shit. That's what I got. I got a "you're a good person and I loved you but she was here" and all sorts of other shit...and it pisses me off.
Every time he gets a break from school he's all on me talkin' bout how pretty I am, how hot I make him, how sexy I am how I look good with my hair the way I keep it now, how I look slimmer then before and shit... And I feel like shit the more compliments he gives me.
How warped is that? I should be lglad someone wants me like that and shit. But am I ? Shit no I almost cried when he told me how perfect a girlfriend I'll be for someone one day. He was all "you've got a high sex drive, you're beautiful and sexy, you're smart as hell and you're caring and nice.." I had to try so hard not to.. I don't kno why but I think if he ever came and was like "Yeah I want you back, no bullshit this time" I'd jump so fast.. I'd even move ut there.. Will I ever completely admit that to myself or anyone else? No.
I feel bad because I'm really into Rosie and then he pops up and I feel all neglectful and stuff. I have a headach and my body aches and stuff.. so yeah I feel like shit. Anyways.. I luff my Rosie.. I'd move down there with her if I had a place to stay and shit. I have three people out there by here too. Gah shit would be good if I could get out there. Anyways I'm gunna go talk to my mami later all.
