I'm moving home.
Shit, I'm moving 5 hours away from where I live. It's what I've dreamt of for the last 4 years of my life.
I often wonder why I ever came to this part of the world. I thought I was following my heart, but I guess your heart can be the biggest liar of them all.
But, I'm trying very very hard not to regret all the bad decisions I've made over the last 4 years. And I've made a fair few of them. Some have gotten me into deep trouble; others have just been emotionally draining.
But I'm wondering if all the bad decisions led me to this very moment in time. This very moment when all my dreams are on the horizon?
I'm scared. I won't lie. It could all go wrong. Things tend to have a habbit of doing that with me, and I think emotionally I'm prepared for that this time.
Well, as prepared as you can be to see your life implode before your very eyes.
I'm begging God, Fate, whoever that things work out this time. They have to this time, or I might just die.
I'm 22 years old and I hope this is a safe road to be travelling. I hope it's newly tarmac-ed and pothole free. Well, I know there'll be one or two. It would be silly to expect otherwise.
If all the wrong decisions, mistakes and hiccups in my life have made me who I am today I'd like to think they've made me stronger.
But how do I shake this feeling that I'm hanging on by a couple of last tendons? That it could all be the completely wrong thing to be attempting right now?
Please, heart... don't lie to me this time...
:cherry:
Shit, I'm moving 5 hours away from where I live. It's what I've dreamt of for the last 4 years of my life.
I often wonder why I ever came to this part of the world. I thought I was following my heart, but I guess your heart can be the biggest liar of them all.
But, I'm trying very very hard not to regret all the bad decisions I've made over the last 4 years. And I've made a fair few of them. Some have gotten me into deep trouble; others have just been emotionally draining.
But I'm wondering if all the bad decisions led me to this very moment in time. This very moment when all my dreams are on the horizon?
I'm scared. I won't lie. It could all go wrong. Things tend to have a habbit of doing that with me, and I think emotionally I'm prepared for that this time.
Well, as prepared as you can be to see your life implode before your very eyes.
I'm begging God, Fate, whoever that things work out this time. They have to this time, or I might just die.
I'm 22 years old and I hope this is a safe road to be travelling. I hope it's newly tarmac-ed and pothole free. Well, I know there'll be one or two. It would be silly to expect otherwise.
If all the wrong decisions, mistakes and hiccups in my life have made me who I am today I'd like to think they've made me stronger.
But how do I shake this feeling that I'm hanging on by a couple of last tendons? That it could all be the completely wrong thing to be attempting right now?
Please, heart... don't lie to me this time...
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i think i read that girls are more lkely t move away from home before boys do
have a cherry day
Moving sometimes stinks but other times it opens up all sorts of new and interesting things.