Why do I do this to my self, we stopped dating over four years ago because you felt I was getting to serious ( I was falling in love with you , that was true). But we keep getting together , we have a great connection, but you just can not take it to the next step. OK I get it we were both in failed marriages, fine I get it but I still have strong feelings for you and you have feelings for me but you will not act on them and I will not push it. I am a patient man. But why do I keep setting my self up like this, one step forward two steps back. Oh I know why, you are so fucking hot , so sexy, so kind, so everything that rings my bell and so worth the effort, I look forward to the next get together letter this week , but the wait will be hard sweet lady
