It has been a long day helping my eldest move (again) and I am now very burned out but not able to sleep. Instead I am thinking about the things in my life that I miss the most, so here is a list of the some of them (not in any real order): I miss having someone to hold and to love. I miss the warmth and comfort of my lover in bed next to me. I miss having a job that I love doing (still doing the same job at the same place but after the corporation that I work for was purchased by an even larger corporation the work environment now sucks). I miss my close friends (after having some pass and others move or just loosing touch I now don’t have any close ones left), I miss my dog (it has been almost 40 years but he was a great friend, RIP buddy). I miss being part of a family (I see my kids still and get my son regularly but I miss the family environment we use to have). I miss smoking, I had my last smoke over 4 yrs ago and was 1 year before the one before that but I am dying for a smoke the last couple of day (don’t plan on having one but would love to). I miss cheese cake and ice cream (lactose intolerant since my teens). I miss dry roasted and Thai peanuts but about ten yrs ago I became allergic so saving that for my last meal lol. I miss holding hands and making out but since I am single and not looking I will just have to get use to it. I miss having a good night's sleep (if I now sleep more then 4 hrs in a stretch I call it a good sleep).
Oh well time to suck it up and get on with it but those are some of the things I miss.
