Canada was great, worked at 6 am until 11am then was off spending time with my gf , told stories and shared memories of my best friend who passed before Christmas , it would have been his birthday, then bed by 4 am. Thank goodness had the next day off. Then I spent the next five days working and the nights with my gf. Now I am back with my kid while the ex is in europe and have not seen my gf for five days and won't see her for another six. I love my time with my kids and would not give it up for anything but man I feel like I am missing part of me right now. Oh well still having good time with my son so I guess I had better suck it up, but I can't wait for that first night back with her in my arms 