thinking is hard work.
so is seeing more than just with your eyes.
and im pretty tired.
i really enjoy and hate when i start a line of reasoning in my little mind, and it just spirals out into everything, and stuff i havent even thougt about in years comes up, and suddenly, im a furious pirate of perseverance, and the rest of my old life, versions one and two and three, are falling far short.....
what makes me saddest, and most ferocious, is that its not like im anything super-special, and in fact, am usually viewed as the exact opposite. for real. so why dont i want a remodeled kitchen, station wagon, jet-ski widescreen, superbowl version of happiness? why am i not content? im not especially greedy, and im not especially ignorant, so what is missing. why does it have to end up that i get to be lonely and dissatisfied because i wont sell my goals short?!?!?!?
i mean, yeah, these guys all seem happy, its definitely 'good enough', but not actually good. so do i drink a beer, eat a steak, watch some t.v., read a bullshit bestseller, buy a bunch of shit, and settle down?????? am i the only one who sees a definitive problem with the get old, patriotic, nascar american dream???? i mean, it seems so obvious:
THE KEY WORD IS SETTLE, YOU FUCKHOLES!!!!!!!
its really easy to fool yourself into thinking youve got the good life on easy street if everyone around you agrees.
whether its your patched-up sweatshirt or your hairstyle- trying to fit in with a group is still basically the same- thats why it always fails. why every generation falls short. hippies, radicals, punks, hardcore kids, artists, all the people who want to change the world are not prepared to be alone, without getting credit, when the changes come.
if you need me, i'll be in the woods.
word.
so is seeing more than just with your eyes.
and im pretty tired.
i really enjoy and hate when i start a line of reasoning in my little mind, and it just spirals out into everything, and stuff i havent even thougt about in years comes up, and suddenly, im a furious pirate of perseverance, and the rest of my old life, versions one and two and three, are falling far short.....
what makes me saddest, and most ferocious, is that its not like im anything super-special, and in fact, am usually viewed as the exact opposite. for real. so why dont i want a remodeled kitchen, station wagon, jet-ski widescreen, superbowl version of happiness? why am i not content? im not especially greedy, and im not especially ignorant, so what is missing. why does it have to end up that i get to be lonely and dissatisfied because i wont sell my goals short?!?!?!?
i mean, yeah, these guys all seem happy, its definitely 'good enough', but not actually good. so do i drink a beer, eat a steak, watch some t.v., read a bullshit bestseller, buy a bunch of shit, and settle down?????? am i the only one who sees a definitive problem with the get old, patriotic, nascar american dream???? i mean, it seems so obvious:
THE KEY WORD IS SETTLE, YOU FUCKHOLES!!!!!!!
its really easy to fool yourself into thinking youve got the good life on easy street if everyone around you agrees.
whether its your patched-up sweatshirt or your hairstyle- trying to fit in with a group is still basically the same- thats why it always fails. why every generation falls short. hippies, radicals, punks, hardcore kids, artists, all the people who want to change the world are not prepared to be alone, without getting credit, when the changes come.
if you need me, i'll be in the woods.
word.
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jimmieknuckles:
im just saying, ive got this tech ass soy milk maker, leftover from my marriage(wife was vegan) i think it was only used like once cause she was a lazy ass. but the shit is bomb shit,with all that flavor technology, im moving soon, and getting rid of everything unnecessary to my life, which would include a soymilk maker, so if you're interested, call it, and its yours. i don't know many vegan woodsmen in need of soymilk, ya heard
n8urboy:
The Battle Axe will come one, this is true. Know what movies I like? Braveheart and the Lion King. Love them. Until a few weeks ago it was the only 2 movies I thought worthy of owning. watch them both once a week. they don't fuck around one bit. But I'll check out this fisher business. Indeed.