I know it’s a very well documented fact that when you’re suffering from severe depression you lose your sex drive. I always use to laugh this off as nothing more than general disinterest. Last week proved me wrong on a hard note. I’ll be the first to admit I haven’t gotten laid since last September. It’s has a 50/50 thing to do with me being picky not believing in the merit of hook up culture and exhaustion from over working. Along with the fact that I haven’t felt like I was good enough for anyone. Back to last week I had the opportunity to sleep with someone I’ve had a thing for, for years. The whole time I could motivate myself to stand at attention and do the deed. Something that has never happen. So came up with the excuse that I was exhausted from working two jobs. Something im pretty sure she saw right trough. That most definitely didn’t help pull me out of my depression.