So it has been years since i've been on this site and one hell of a ride...
I'm no longer in the Navy, thats right no more submarines for me. I've bounced around between jobs, going back to school, and even opened up a smoke shop for a little while. It's a ball of emotions and experiences that will forever change and better who I am from who I was. But, now i'm working again and i've found something that is able to hold my attention. The best part about my job is the traveling which is the only thing I can say that I loved about the Navy apart from the people that I met along the way.
Since the last time I was here I've had my heart broken and broken hearts myself. I finally after 7 years of friendship and on and off contact met Suze, those of you here might know her as Crazzy. She is amazing and I'm lucky to have coincidentally made her acquaintance which grew into the best friendship/relationship that i've ever had with someone of the opposite sex, and I hope that our friendship continues until we're old and wrinkly.
Love still hurts, like it used to when I was younger, and has been about the only thing that has remained constant throughout the years. Everything else seems to be changing. The world to me now just seems like such a chaotic place but somehow it keeps on going. Sometimes I have fears, and they may be irrational at times, that one day it will all come to a cusp or an event that there is no coming back from.
I know this isn't much of an update being that it's been so long since i've been here but I feel that it's enough for tonight and should I stay here and continue to tell my story I wouldn't leave this spot for months...
It's nice to be back
I'm no longer in the Navy, thats right no more submarines for me. I've bounced around between jobs, going back to school, and even opened up a smoke shop for a little while. It's a ball of emotions and experiences that will forever change and better who I am from who I was. But, now i'm working again and i've found something that is able to hold my attention. The best part about my job is the traveling which is the only thing I can say that I loved about the Navy apart from the people that I met along the way.
Since the last time I was here I've had my heart broken and broken hearts myself. I finally after 7 years of friendship and on and off contact met Suze, those of you here might know her as Crazzy. She is amazing and I'm lucky to have coincidentally made her acquaintance which grew into the best friendship/relationship that i've ever had with someone of the opposite sex, and I hope that our friendship continues until we're old and wrinkly.
Love still hurts, like it used to when I was younger, and has been about the only thing that has remained constant throughout the years. Everything else seems to be changing. The world to me now just seems like such a chaotic place but somehow it keeps on going. Sometimes I have fears, and they may be irrational at times, that one day it will all come to a cusp or an event that there is no coming back from.
I know this isn't much of an update being that it's been so long since i've been here but I feel that it's enough for tonight and should I stay here and continue to tell my story I wouldn't leave this spot for months...
It's nice to be back