chasingthesun

Looking through the hundreds of photos I took while traveling and living in Europe along with talking with friends from Europe, fills me with a homesick feeling. It's weird, after only living there for a year, I feel a stronger bond to the people and cultures of Europe than any of places I've been in the US. I'm not sure if this normal amongst individuals ,but for me, I know I have to deal with a slight depression since coming back. It's been almost 9 months and I still wake up desperate to return, just quit my job, sell my car and go back. I've done it once before but I need a degree to make any real money, English tutoring only get's you so far. I have to constantly remind myself baby-steps. If I don't make the effort now then I can't have what I truly want.