I have to admit, some days Colorado truly entices me. For instances yesterday it was 16C and today it's 0C snowing, with the sun shining. Wish I could get a picture but my camera phone doesn't have capacity to do so. I got a second job, finally so now I'm busting my ass off to save money up and pay off some bills.
Tomorrow I'm heading up to Denver to go to the planetarium at the Denver Musuem of Science for an Astronomy paper I've been to lazy to do. Hopefully the snow isn't too bad, so tomorrow isn't a complete bitch to deal with.
Now a moment of slight self-pity, but being single for so long, and always going on adventures alone is never an issue for me, but the past couple of days I have this longing for a companion. I've got a bunch of friends who are excellent and always there for me, no joke. But I miss having a women's touch, not sure if it's because of my recent time spent with an old flame, but seriously, I do miss having a chick around. Not necessarily a girl-friend, that whole thing seems trite to me. Every women I've dated has dumped me. For one reason or another "oh I still want to be with my ex, or I just see us as friends (having sex for the third time in a row and I ask her out), or I don't a see us having much of a future together." This all sounds pathetic, but it's never really bothered me. For some reason, the women I go for don't want for long and the women who do, I don't have any particular unction to date.
I'm young so it's no big deal, and I'm not saying that as a comfort it's a truth, I'm just expressing a bit that's been on my mind lately. I do wonder if there are other people who have had similar issues. I'm part of the hopeless romantics, but not a lot of conversation goes on there and the dating sucks group, well it's nice to vent but there is a bit of grumpiness in every thread I've visited.
I did find the most obnoxious video in the world, it reminded me of the time I did an absinthe bender with some "candy" while in Spain.
Stay warm, and have a great day!
Cheers!
Tomorrow I'm heading up to Denver to go to the planetarium at the Denver Musuem of Science for an Astronomy paper I've been to lazy to do. Hopefully the snow isn't too bad, so tomorrow isn't a complete bitch to deal with.
Now a moment of slight self-pity, but being single for so long, and always going on adventures alone is never an issue for me, but the past couple of days I have this longing for a companion. I've got a bunch of friends who are excellent and always there for me, no joke. But I miss having a women's touch, not sure if it's because of my recent time spent with an old flame, but seriously, I do miss having a chick around. Not necessarily a girl-friend, that whole thing seems trite to me. Every women I've dated has dumped me. For one reason or another "oh I still want to be with my ex, or I just see us as friends (having sex for the third time in a row and I ask her out), or I don't a see us having much of a future together." This all sounds pathetic, but it's never really bothered me. For some reason, the women I go for don't want for long and the women who do, I don't have any particular unction to date.
I'm young so it's no big deal, and I'm not saying that as a comfort it's a truth, I'm just expressing a bit that's been on my mind lately. I do wonder if there are other people who have had similar issues. I'm part of the hopeless romantics, but not a lot of conversation goes on there and the dating sucks group, well it's nice to vent but there is a bit of grumpiness in every thread I've visited.
I did find the most obnoxious video in the world, it reminded me of the time I did an absinthe bender with some "candy" while in Spain.
Stay warm, and have a great day!
Cheers!