almost 3 months since my last entry. wow. so much has been going on. where should i start???
i got engaged a couple months ago. funny, i am single now. she called it quits because we were faced with too much financial troubles s due to paying for the wedding. it's funny cuz she wanted to live exactly the same as before, but now we had to spend 2500 a month on the wedding hall. we're hit with a humongous expense and she did not want to stop spending. wtf. when i would tell her to stop spending, she would tell me okay and still spend and spend and spend. ugh. i dont understant women. as if living on a budget is too much to handle, she also couldnt handle being engaged. she STILL wanted to go clubbing with her friends and spend the night in hotel rooms with people i dont know. as if letting her go wasnt enough, she wanted to spend the night.
she also found it unfair that i would not let her go drinking or smoke weed. shit, i wouldnt care about that stuff if i could have trusted her. she had fucked up so many times i just dont want her in that position anymore. would it be fair to bring an ex alcoholic to a bar??? i dont think so. why bring someone who has cheated on you to a bar/club to put her in position where she could jeopardize staying faithful??? i dont understand her. shit, i dont understand women.
well, i still havent gotten my disability checks. i need that money desperately to help pay off some of the wedding expenses. i lost 7 thousand from the wedding hall alone. now i am not getting any of it back. ugh. i need to win the lottery.
damn, i should just start stripping again. now that was good money. 2 nights a week and i could make what i make in a week now. i'll think about it. alright. time to go to the gym. see ya.
i got engaged a couple months ago. funny, i am single now. she called it quits because we were faced with too much financial troubles s due to paying for the wedding. it's funny cuz she wanted to live exactly the same as before, but now we had to spend 2500 a month on the wedding hall. we're hit with a humongous expense and she did not want to stop spending. wtf. when i would tell her to stop spending, she would tell me okay and still spend and spend and spend. ugh. i dont understant women. as if living on a budget is too much to handle, she also couldnt handle being engaged. she STILL wanted to go clubbing with her friends and spend the night in hotel rooms with people i dont know. as if letting her go wasnt enough, she wanted to spend the night.
she also found it unfair that i would not let her go drinking or smoke weed. shit, i wouldnt care about that stuff if i could have trusted her. she had fucked up so many times i just dont want her in that position anymore. would it be fair to bring an ex alcoholic to a bar??? i dont think so. why bring someone who has cheated on you to a bar/club to put her in position where she could jeopardize staying faithful??? i dont understand her. shit, i dont understand women.
well, i still havent gotten my disability checks. i need that money desperately to help pay off some of the wedding expenses. i lost 7 thousand from the wedding hall alone. now i am not getting any of it back. ugh. i need to win the lottery.
damn, i should just start stripping again. now that was good money. 2 nights a week and i could make what i make in a week now. i'll think about it. alright. time to go to the gym. see ya.
