do you ever wish things could be completley different? I 'm already having symtoms that would seem to have come with chemo, and chemo hasn't even started yet. I had to have my lung drained on thursday, that was interesting. Sorry I'm kinda in a bad mood today, over here wishing things could be better, but realizing to wish in one hand and crap in...
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monet2012:
Thoughts r with u
suicideljoe:
Hang in there Hun. Sending positive thoughts your way
Can't seem to kick this tired feeling today! Even driving is not safe.
twodragons:
Feel better!
Feel better!
andysith:
Huge hugs hun
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munchies187:
"Just keep swimming."
twodragons:
And why the fuck not, really?
Hello!
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majorboredom:
I suppose you don't.
I try not to assume things.
I suppose you don't.
I try not to assume things.
silvermoon:
Heya
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cato8:
Sorry to hear that
silvermoon:
Hope you get better soon!
Ok,so don't take this the wrong way, because I in no way wish I was a man nor that I could have a penis, but I sometimes wish I could just pee anywhere like men can. You know how nice it would be if women could go wherever without having to squat or worry about getting their shoes or pants wet. Kinda of a strange...
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lafever757:
I used to have a female friend who would pee anywhere. Driving down the highway she would have me pull over so she could squat. No biggie ha ha
bad_a_dave:
HAHAHA... Well in the same aspect I have no desire to be a woman and have a uterus lol... Peeing anywhere is useful though...
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hemi:
No, that doesn't make you a nerd...it makes your UBBER cool.
munchies187:
Good luck, I go in on Thursday to get some FT's checked... Hang in there kid, you'll be just fine.
bad_a_dave:
Enjoy your game!!
mortis322:
No no no don't fuck cancer you might get something!! 
Hope they're doing something for you!!
Hope they're doing something for you!!
mortis322:
Hope your doing better beautiful! Take care!!
andysith:
So want you to get better .. Look after yourself
Just spend four days in the hospital due to severe pain and lack of ability to keep any food down, wasn't that fantastic. Pretty freaked out, for I had my biopsy done while i was in the hospital and they are staring radiation next week. makes it that much more real. Well don't really like to talk about this stuff, so that's all for now....
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remod66:
Stay strong... love you back!
mortis322:
Awe BIG HUGS and keep fighting!!
BIG HUGS and keep fighting!! Sorry for the lack of blogging! I'm sure it's understandable. Well not much has been going on to update. Pretty much just drs appointments and wanting answers again.
Though I looked pretty cute the other day so I took a picture in my mirror that I didn't realize had little finger streaks all over it. Very uncool for someone as OCD as me. Needless to...
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Though I looked pretty cute the other day so I took a picture in my mirror that I didn't realize had little finger streaks all over it. Very uncool for someone as OCD as me. Needless to...
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mortis322:
Yup you're a cutie alright! 
Yup you're a cutie alright! 
zakrey:
very cute agreed! lol
So I've been having a hard time deciding whether or not to tell you guys here what is going on with me, but decided you all are my family and deserve to know. I had stage 4 cancer that I was originally diagnosed with in march of 2011. I had been in remission for almost a year, but on Tuesday found out that it is...
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silvermoon:
Positive vibes from here!
andysith:
So sorry to hear that..