Thanks to all who hung out with me on my birthday. I hope I didn't offend anyone. I can get strange when I drink sometimes.
I lost my bid on another house. T minus 8 days until I am officailly homeless. I don't much care, though. I am not worried about it. It is just frustrating.
I am tired of getting the short end of...
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I lost my bid on another house. T minus 8 days until I am officailly homeless. I don't much care, though. I am not worried about it. It is just frustrating.
I am tired of getting the short end of...
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I spent the last four days at my hometown up north and found it relaxing and stressful at the same time. I like visiting everyone and I tied up some long overdue loose ends with some old friends, and that was good. I just feel like their isn't enough time to satisfy everyone. I always feel like I left someone out and it worries me...
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neodrunk:
happy birfhday, big boy!
now bend over... it's spanking time.
now bend over... it's spanking time.
odette:
dude, it IS an alien face.....
shit that has to be kept secret so dont tell. keep it hush hush....
shit that has to be kept secret so dont tell. keep it hush hush....
Well it is pretty late now but I feel I have been lacking in my journal updates so here I am. I got home from work today at about 6:30 and found to my great surprise that I have no money in either my checking or savings accounts thanks to Mr. Unknown. Thanks to him for overdrawing my checking and getting that automatic transfer from...
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thejuanupsman:
Damn that sucks I hope they catch the bastard. I want to see I Heart Huckabees. I haven't been going to the movies as much lately. Damn, your situation sucks I wish I had some advice. But my own life is pretty fucked. I am the last person to give advice on relationships or dating.
1. How long have you been friends with your longest standing friendship? Hmmm I have lost touch with most of my childhood or even high school friends. I guess it would be my friend Jen. We had a period where we weren't speaking but we are again now. She was my best friend for about 7 years. Then she moved away to get away from me. She is coming to visit tomorrow. We have not seen each other in a year and a half. I am a tense and anxious wreck. Hoping it will go well. Terrified it will not
2. If you had the choice of a lifelong companion or all the money you could ever want, which would you choose? the companion as long as it is the right one.
3. Because I am a HUGE movie fan: What is your favorite movie of all time? that is tough. my answer would probably change depending on my mood. But I guess right now I would say The Salton Sea.
4. Is there anyone out there for me? I think there was. But now it may be too late. This weekend may be my last chance to make it work. Wish me luck.
Hope you have a great weekend.
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1. How long have you been friends with your longest standing friendship? Hmmm I have lost touch with most of my childhood or even high school friends. I guess it would be my friend Jen. We had a period where we weren't speaking but we are again now. She was my best friend for about 7 years. Then she moved away to get away from me. She is coming to visit tomorrow. We have not seen each other in a year and a half. I am a tense and anxious wreck. Hoping it will go well. Terrified it will not
2. If you had the choice of a lifelong companion or all the money you could ever want, which would you choose? the companion as long as it is the right one.
3. Because I am a HUGE movie fan: What is your favorite movie of all time? that is tough. my answer would probably change depending on my mood. But I guess right now I would say The Salton Sea.
4. Is there anyone out there for me? I think there was. But now it may be too late. This weekend may be my last chance to make it work. Wish me luck.
Hope you have a great weekend.
[Edited on Nov 04, 2004 6:36AM]
neodrunk:
Please feel free to keep self-destructing at gambling as long as I'm involved. 
Well hello everyone! I have been in a much better mood lately. I went out and got lit up on Sunday night and ran into Benni on my path to self-destruction. She cheered me up alot. Everyone should give her a heartfelt hello because she seems to need one. She is one kick ass person and my new heroine. I had my Visa swiped while...
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cipher:
Thank you for the sound advice; I don't doubt you're right, and I love the shift of perspective that comes with age. Wisdom, for all its value, is easily the hardest thing to come by in life.
And worry not, I've done the withdrawal thing before. I know how badly that goes. But I have a lot I need to do, and I suspect I put too much time into this place for right now. Thus a possible leave of absence (not complete, mind you, and not from events).
Rock on.
And worry not, I've done the withdrawal thing before. I know how badly that goes. But I have a lot I need to do, and I suspect I put too much time into this place for right now. Thus a possible leave of absence (not complete, mind you, and not from events).
Rock on.
thejuanupsman:
Hey it was nice meeting you on Sunday. Hope to see you around again soon.
Yeah benni is good for the cheering up. most of the time
I cant do the question thing today. I am kind of grumpy.
Yeah benni is good for the cheering up. most of the time
I cant do the question thing today. I am kind of grumpy.
I feel like I am wasting space.
I give up.
I give up.
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benni:
im sorry i didnt get a chance to talk to you at the other place. it was an infuriating shift, and then you were on your phone and gone and then back but on your phone again and then gone... and i dont know if you were still there when i left because im an ass and forgot to check.. 
but i hope youre well... well talk soon.
but i hope youre well... well talk soon.
blasfemme:
hey, i'll be at the interpol show this eve. if you see me say "hey"
Well it is now Monday morning and I don't know what to say.
I had this really weird dream last night that was detailed for me.
I was out with some friends having a couple of drinks when suddenly I am in this dive looking nudie bar where there are no dancers. Then I look up and this girl I had a huge crush on...
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I had this really weird dream last night that was detailed for me.
I was out with some friends having a couple of drinks when suddenly I am in this dive looking nudie bar where there are no dancers. Then I look up and this girl I had a huge crush on...
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pinkokitty:
like this?
i've always had airedale terriers, like this:
terriers are such good pooches, particularly the large breeds.
i've always had airedale terriers, like this:
terriers are such good pooches, particularly the large breeds.
thejuanupsman:
karaoke is most Monday nights @ the 90s usually around 9-10. hey just letting you know I appreciate your friend request. that being said i am going anon for a while so I will drop off your list. if I could go anon w/o disappearing from friends list I would. just didnt want you to think I changed me mind. hope all goes well. talk to you soon or see you at an event. I will still be checking those. 
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Today I met a guy named Zook Yellowriver. He wasn't indian either. I love his name. Unfortunately he didn't speak much english. I hope he didn't think I was making fun of him. I really think his name rocks.
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shanana:
Not sure who all goes but it is at the 90's. I know d_c goes and I am sure it is a party if she is there.
Once I find out what time I will let you know. I am going this Monday for sure... just to check it out.
Once I find out what time I will let you know. I am going this Monday for sure... just to check it out.
pinkokitty:
hey..it's been at 9:00 or 9:30 at the 90's. drinks aren't cheap in that district, so be forewarned..
see you there?
see you there?
How is everyone? I sold my house last weekend. Now all I need to do is find a new one. My work stint is over and I say thank god for that. I only had to come 900 bucks from my asking price. That kicks ass! I went and saw Shaun of the Dead last night and I thought it was really good. Did anyone...
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neodrunk:
Need to find and buy a new house? 
I know just the person to talk to... ME!!!
Ironically enough, almost went to Gasthaph on Saturday myself. But shit didn't pan out the way it was suppossed to, and I wound up meeting some peeps downtown. Love that joint though! The one bad thing about it though, is waking up the next morning with black snuff adhered to the inside of your nose like tar. If fucking hate that shit! But yet for some reason always feel compelled to do it every chance I get?
Pussed out on Saturday??? Actually were a couple nOObs that have never shown their faces before. Good times... I mean shit, it's the fucking CC Club, how can anyone go wrong? Next time don't be such a pussy! Saturday? Zoo? Boozin' there after?
I know just the person to talk to... ME!!!
Ironically enough, almost went to Gasthaph on Saturday myself. But shit didn't pan out the way it was suppossed to, and I wound up meeting some peeps downtown. Love that joint though! The one bad thing about it though, is waking up the next morning with black snuff adhered to the inside of your nose like tar.
If fucking hate that shit! But yet for some reason always feel compelled to do it every chance I get?
Pussed out on Saturday??? Actually were a couple nOObs that have never shown their faces before. Good times... I mean shit, it's the fucking CC Club, how can anyone go wrong? Next time don't be such a pussy!
Saturday? Zoo? Boozin' there after?
neodrunk:
Agreed... the Yankees make me fucking ill!!! 
Did anyone think that the weather was eerily sporatic today? I thought so. It was sunny then all of a sudden it rained like a motherfucker then it was sunny again all in a few hours. I hope everyone out there is alive and well today.
Have you ever had someone who meant more to you than anyone alive? My best and closest friend is...
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thejuanupsman:
I have a friend that needs cheering up too but I dont seem to be the one who can do it. It makes me sad. I wish I could help her & I worry about her and the worst part is I really dont think there is much more I can do about it than that. In fact I cant even really get her to tell me what is wrong I have an idea from bits and pieces of things she says but I cant get the whole picture.
I feel soooo much better today. I weaseled out of working on SUnday so I can have three days off in two weeks...AWESOME!!!!! You know what word is cool, moreover. I love to use it. I laugh when I see it. A happy I know a secret kind of laugh. I have no idea why I am so up today because my life is crumbling...
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blasfemme:
i am going to interpol too. *woot*
Today I am low. Have you ever had a day that all of the bad things you have ever done in your life come back to haunt you? Why do they only come back in your thoughts when your life is falling apart around you without their help? Today was my only day off and I spent it driving around aimlessly. I haven't heard from...
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rylie:
seriously, the shower was a DORM shower meaning probably about 2'x2'
we definitly realized the danger we were putting ourselves in. it was really slippery and one wrong move by either of us would have taken us both out of the game!!!
we definitly realized the danger we were putting ourselves in. it was really slippery and one wrong move by either of us would have taken us both out of the game!!!
Well today is now Saturday and I just got home from work a little while ago. I am not at all excited for the next two weeks. I have to work 12 of the next 15 days! Not to mention I have to switch somewhere in there from midnights to dayshift. I hate my job. But even if i loved it that is 144 hours...
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nebelhex:
thank you and tell your puppy i said thanks also
benni:
hydropulluticated? that pretty much sums me up today. sounds like you're going to be running the same kind of work guantlet im embarking on... we'll both be beetter people for it.
sending good vibes your way...
sending good vibes your way...
thats a shame your friends dont wanna try that stuff. i have a friend that swears she hates indian food but shes only had it once. meh