Ok, here are a list of my frusterations as they stand right now:
1. Christmas is driving me nuts.
2. My house is not done yet and my parents arrive on Thursday.
3. I haven't been out of the house for a social outing in weeks and I miss my friends.
4. I couldn't get what I wanted for my hubby for Christmas because I...
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1. Christmas is driving me nuts.
2. My house is not done yet and my parents arrive on Thursday.
3. I haven't been out of the house for a social outing in weeks and I miss my friends.
4. I couldn't get what I wanted for my hubby for Christmas because I...
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coyoteloco:
Do what you can do and then just let things flow and enjoy the holiday and make merry. Ho ho ho!
porcelainheart:
merry crimmus. i love you.
Hubby let me sleep until 11:30. I am rested and feeling a lot better today. I think that perhaps I'm just over extended this year.
Have a good Sunday my loves, I'm off to clean again and do laundry.
Have a good Sunday my loves, I'm off to clean again and do laundry.
judas:
baby tits, you should come to karaoke tomorrow. i think it just might be the best thing you ever did.
trebo:
How very nice of him! Feeling better baby? Got your strength back to finish this damn holiday season??
I'm at the point where I just want the damn holiday to be over. I'm sick of cleaning, sick of laundry, sick of wrapping. I just want the fun to be here and then for it to be over.
merry fucking christmas people.
merry fucking christmas people.
trebo:
Whaa...Merry Fucking Christmas??? I'm so glad you are in the Fucking Christmas spirit 
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Would care to join me for a drink? What's your poison? Mine is either Corona with lime or a Jack and Coke with a splash of Grenediene!
It's almost over sweatheart...
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Would care to join me for a drink? What's your poison? Mine is either Corona with lime or a Jack and Coke with a splash of Grenediene!
It's almost over sweatheart...
for my brother, whom i miss more than he could ever know.
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Clinging to the music,
Crying in the cold.
Alone within his own head,
Feeling tired, feeling old.
Wanting something simple,
Praying to the gods.
Feeling lost within his spirit,
Dealing with the odds.
True in his intentions,
But not always to his heart.
Needing to be perfect,
As it all just falls...
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Clinging to the music,
Crying in the cold.
Alone within his own head,
Feeling tired, feeling old.
Wanting something simple,
Praying to the gods.
Feeling lost within his spirit,
Dealing with the odds.
True in his intentions,
But not always to his heart.
Needing to be perfect,
As it all just falls...
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yuriel:
awh 
quasi_sean:
thank you.
My birth mother sent presents to my children for Christmas. Funny how this should be considered a sweet jesture but coming from her it's just a way to make me feel terrible. I haven't allowed her to see my children for 3 years. Every year I send a thank you card because it's the right thing to do and every year I ask her to...
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trebo:
Inside outside leave me alone. Inside outside nowhere is home ( a verse from The Who).
Good question I feel that way with life in general right now
Good question I feel that way with life in general right now
trebo:
You didn't make me sad. I've been feeling like that for a long time now. Here's something to cheer you up...You're pretty fucking hot in that pic where you are attempting to be sweet 
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Corporate Slavery is going to kill me.
I'm grumpy today.. gumpy I tell you.
Grrrrrr.
I'm grumpy today.. gumpy I tell you.
Grrrrrr.
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yuriel:
*hugs*
i think its all killing us all one way or another
*hugs*
i think its all killing us all one way or another
the_gentleman:
You're grumpy and gumpy?
My house is so fucking clean that it's disturbing.
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not_tom:
i can sympathize... ours is spotless as well. even after our holiday party with friends! it's bad when you clean up even after the guests leave. 
once i got started i couldn't quit 
oh well, we can both revel in our cleanliness!
once i got started i couldn't quit
oh well, we can both revel in our cleanliness!
judas:
through the powers of awesome boyfriend and myself, i now am the resident of a pretty spotlessly clean apartment. and that's awesome.
miss you kiddo. are you considering going to d_P's housewarming party friday? i would love to see you honey.
miss you kiddo. are you considering going to d_P's housewarming party friday? i would love to see you honey.
Thank you all for the kind words. You're all sweet.
Gonna be out for the weekend. Got family shit to do and house stuff to get done. I'll be back Sunday night.
ttfn.
Gonna be out for the weekend. Got family shit to do and house stuff to get done. I'll be back Sunday night.
ttfn.
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porcelainheart:
have a good weekend hun.
bigkev79:
Its always the worst when bad things happen during the holidays. All I can say from personal experience is live life one day at a time. Dont worry about tommorrow today or it will literally kill you. You cant control tommorrow today so just focus on one day. I know it sounds cheesey but its the only way that I made it through the last year. Its also slightly theraputic to find some new music and lose yourself in it for a while. Thats how I found the accoustic bersion of Times Like Theese. Good luck. Know that people out there care anbd dont be afraid to ask for a little help if needed...
blah, blah, blah, blah, blah, blah..
there, I shared.
Not much to say tonight. Friend buired her nephew today. Found out hubby's grandpa has cancer today. Got a lot done at work today. Spent time with my family today.
blah, blah, blah, blah...
there, I shared.
Not much to say tonight. Friend buired her nephew today. Found out hubby's grandpa has cancer today. Got a lot done at work today. Spent time with my family today.
blah, blah, blah, blah...
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urblueygrl:
sorry to hear bout the grandpa if you have any questions about his treatment and such just let me know, ive been a cancer nurse for 6yrs now, i can try to help....
yuriel:
sorry to hear about it being blahness and bad news
One of my best friends just called me. Her 2 month old nephew died. I wish I new what to say to her. Someone please tell me how to make her feel better. I don't know how.
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yuriel:
me either thats horrible
my confdolences.
my confdolences.
sportdeath:
Terrible. I think all you can do is listen, and try to be there when the pain gets to be too great. Healing is very slow...