chaosnightmare

Lashes to ashes
dust to Cuts
break my heart
and rip my guts

alone i stand
please come hither
witness now
my heart shall wither

you see now
my mind a gaping maw
only to show
my greatest flaw

alone i say
"guide my soul"
only to see
it swallowed whole

not just a story
of rhyme and flow
but also the fact
of a opened hole

this hole in my life
which i sought to fill
in the end for it
only to kill

"i seek a lover"
i said to my self
lacking of course
in my mental health

"someone that will treat me kind
and always be fair"
not knowing then
there was none there

"to give me compassion
in darkened times"
the latest fashion;
my inner crimes

"surely there is one
such as thee
waiting somewhere
just for me"

oh if only i knew
there was no rule
how could i
be such a fool

she broke my heart
and took my life
this girl i once
would call a wife

how fine as love
could be so savage
my dreams i lived
have now been ravaged

so end the tale
of my greatest pain
i wish for you
a fairer game