chaosnightmare

she came as death herself
from a dreaded horizon
skies darkened at her very whim
veins of red lightening thundered through the air
her screams could be heard deep within the hearts of every man
it was as if staring into the cold dead eyes of hell
meeting the tooth of man to her gapping maws
the winds themselves heeded her very desire
feeding off...
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[Blood Frenzy]

its sickening
its overwhelming
its ruthless
its outta control

im begging you
LET THE BLOOD POUR!
it's coming out
HEAR THE BEAST ROAR!

i hear it now
can you feel my pain
just a part of me
thats gone insane

im in a sickening blood frenzy
i can feel myself losing control
im letting go of my sanity
bloodlust is now all i...
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Lashes to ashes
dust to Cuts
break my heart
and rip my guts

alone i stand
please come hither
witness now
my heart shall wither

you see now
my mind a gaping maw
only to show
my greatest flaw

alone i say
"guide my soul"
only to see
it swallowed whole

not just a story
of rhyme and flow
but also the fact
of a...
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[Born from pain]

a womb of hate
a tomb for love
tears shame and sorrow
all of the above

I was born from pain
I was made like this
birthed into these lies
in the dead of night
hear my cries

BRING AN END TO THIS LIFE!
BRING AN END TO THIS LIIIIFE!
BRING AN END TO THIS LIFE!
BRING AN END TO THIS LIIIIIIFFFEE...
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[This love (I have for you Steffi)]

here i stay, nailed to the walls of shame
consumed by sorrow, overdosed on pain
paint the walls red with my blood
a picture dripping sanguine with my love
and here i must remain
asking not to feel this bittersweet sorrow
praying not to make it to the dawn of tommorrow

there's no hope for me
no chance...
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[Home Coming]

I am before you
I am your darkness
your anger, your fear
I am right now
I am here

My lips slither
with words of hate
my heart withers
something you create

im misguided
and miscreated
i cannot be tamed
nor sedated

but death keeps me
so elated
and i simply love
to be hated

GO
GO
GO

TICK TOCK
LOCK AND LOTHE...
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[Fade Away]

it all fades away
as i fall down to my knees
My love just turns to dust
as i scream my pleas

im like a monster
living in the haunted hallow
with jagged fangs
and eyes so shallow

it bites down hard
and digs to the bone
i am forever scarred
i just want my home

im a sadomasochist
living in a tomb...
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