it is extremely difficult for me to watch someone suffer and know i am the cause of it, but there's nothing i can do to make it better. except ignore my own happiness, which is wrong.
yes, the foo and i are parting ways, so i can do some of that cliched but oh-so-necessary soul-searching. i'm actually excited. my lack of desire for a diamond ring, house, kids, 2 cars, and bills bills bills makes me wonder sometimes if something's wrong with me, but i know there's more people like me out there.
yes, the foo and i are parting ways, so i can do some of that cliched but oh-so-necessary soul-searching. i'm actually excited. my lack of desire for a diamond ring, house, kids, 2 cars, and bills bills bills makes me wonder sometimes if something's wrong with me, but i know there's more people like me out there.
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Yumyum, I 'm not asking for $$ anymore. I keep getting
Chill, kid. The lights always shinning
But this is not the kind of family I wanted for me and my kids. It's a fractured existence. The kind of complete and stable feeling that is there with all of us is one that cannot be duplicated. He was not a negative aspect of our family. My kids are not better off without him here. It sucks.
Yes, there are positives for me.....I have a chance to focus on myself, and come into my own. I look forward to that prospect! Am excited about it.
But, still sadnes about the reality of a separated family.