cggaratty

best Christmas ever. it has been many years since i have had such a great Christmas. is this what the sweet sting of Cupid's arrow feels like? it has been so long since i have had this uncontrolled excitement towards Christmas and its posibilities.

i love my woman and have been blessed by having her love me back. she has been my one thing this...
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Throughout my life, i have seen good times and bad. i have been on top and have fallen down hard. i now find myself in a transition from a fall to a rise. i find myself being something new, something great: happy. this happiness comes with the addition of someone new to my life.

i have left the old life behind and have embraced a...
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today. this is the return. this day will make things happen, make things right again. so many things to do once this day passes. we shall see what this day brings and what follows. hopefully all my thoughts prove to be false and all my hopes stop playing a fictional role. hoping for the best.

CG.

sitting here thinking about nothing. just sitting here looking at this screen. looking at the screen in anticipation. for what? i dont know. im 28. im a student. im hopeful and hopeless all at the same time. my life has been an all but forgetten memory of what it is to be me. i feel nothing and everything in a matter of seconds. i have...
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i have so much hope and feeling right now that i cant contain it in my mind, i guess venting to public scrutiny is the way to go, right? i guess thats what people are used to now.

thing is, i have been seeing someone that i find very interesting and fun. a cutie for sure and completely compatible with my horribly goofy personality. but...
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Hello everybody.