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Ever since I first started talking to you, every trait I've seen of you have all been symptoms of a classic case of advanced depression. It's sunk in really deep with you and you look like you're going to have a long way to go before you're out of it. If I might be able to make a suggestion, I'd highly recommend a strict regime of high cardio exercise while you eat anything you want (which might be nothing if that's what you feel like). If you want to eat a big ass fuckin thanksgiving dinner every night, do it. If you want to eat nothing every day and night, do it. But ONLY if you do minimum 20-30 minutes of exercise where your heart rate is at least 130% what it normally is.

In my opinion, managing your caloric intake and expendature isn't near as important as managing your endorphin level. Your metabolism appears to be working just fine. Elevating your heart-rate for extended periods of time, and more importantly, doing it consistently every single day no matter what, will have far more impact than forcing yourself to eat. Forcing yourself to eat is going to make things worse. Forcing yourself to exercise will actually make yourself feel a lot better. Unless you trip and fall on your head and bust your face. Don't do that.

Thank ya lady! sure hope so, i'd love to see you!

As soon as we get one out we will be renting out my vag for rent. I will add you to the list of future recipients for baby Az's Love you gorgeous!!!

~Az

Awww Shera, poor thing. You and Lemons and babe come live happily ever after in my closet. Then things will be easier.

sheens.

i cant stop thinking about you.

i feel so blessed that i met you... even though i hate chat =p

i hope youre in my life forever and ever and always because we are good for eachother.

edit:
sometimes, i think like i don't deserve you

sheens... sometimes our brains/hearts get scared.

i am gonna mail you something, gimme address =)

so very beautiful, made me get all teary, I know that feeling.
i will be back in chat soon, just needed some time away, offline....talk soon....



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Wow, that is absolutely gorgeous! So full of emotion and the imagery is amazing!

<3

Oh Shera, you're right. It is so very hard to find happiness. But it's there, you just gotta stick to your guns till you can reach it on more of a permanent basis rather than fleeting moments. I'm right there struggling with you. But I never ever fully give up because I just know someday it has got to get better if I just keep I trying.

I love your face. You can get through this.

I see you for who you are NOW and I like this person!

now lets see those bangs so we can compare <3 xoxox

Good good luck! Your mom is in my thoughts <3

nahhh i don't have the patience for that

Thanx but still my mom's bf's dad will be missed.

aw you're so sweet. I've been really busy with work and stuff. I've been in chat a couple times lately, but didn't see you around. how are you doing?

<3

thank you for your thoughtful and personal post on my article in the eating disorder group.

i think that your story would be a fantastic personal supplement to the article for those who read it online, and i would love to post it anonymously with your permission.

please let me know if this is ok with you. i think it will be helpful to other (particularly female) readers to have such a strong personal voice of a mother who is secure with her sexuality, despite assholes like dr matlock saying that they shouldn't be.

please let me know.

I havent been on here as much as id like to be... Soo thought id stop by and say hi and send my love to the important people <33

Hi!!! *waves*

i'm finally learning that i don't NEED the internet for anything. well, other then school stuff, and bills, haha.