i just spent another awesome weekend w jefer
he got to meet my son

we watched movies and ate yummy food
and cuddled
and kisses
and had what i believe was my best round of sex to date
and i was so loud that he laughed at me
i sounded like a porn star
*sigh
whatever
he was fucking amazing
i like that i like to have sex w my boyfriend
makes it all the better

anyways
i miss him horribly already
i got on the train to head home and i was holding in tears and my hands were shaking so badly
i wanted to run off the train and stay w him
it's hard to leave him over and over
but
in about 2 weeks and a few days
i get to see him again!! for 5 days ill have off
i just wanna go curl up in his lap and he can play w my hair
it's tough being so head over heels in love and not able to spend a lot of time w that person
but it makes the time we have more sweet...the hugs and kisses, too...
<3
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bepps:
Indeed it is tough being apart. And leaving is always sooooo hard. Especially when you really love them a lot. I've always been Mr. Ice Man rock steady always has his emotions in check no matter what the situation, but every time when I left Angie it was all I could do to hold back the tears. Many times unsuccessfully. But when you finally can be together ... yup. It's exactly what porn stars try and emulate. A chatters love life is both the best and worst of a relationship. It's everything a relationship would be were you to live close to eachother times 8,000. 

noldor_:
