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Busy bee
with a lot on her mind

i'll start with a positive thing:
I got my laptop...FINALLY!!!
i'm so happy and excited and just relieved
I can work 1 on 1s at work and not fall asleep. this will be great
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i started to get sick the other night. my temp got up to 101 before i took ibuprofen, and then it dropped down and hasnt been up since . a girl i work with told me that she had something simiiliar happen to her and then she had crapped her pants off for almost a week
i havent crapped all crazy, myself, so i guess i pushed it out in a non poopy manner
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i have noticed that someone is trying to get closer to me, and after talking to the chica who was sick at work, she decided that the dancer was the one for me. and that i should smack him upside the head, cause he's being stupid and he'll miss his chance with me. i mean really when a guy says these things...
"would you ever date a person like me?"
"i really like you but i dont want to be a douchebag to you"
NO
i'm going to beat in his brains and be like
just fucking date me and get off your pedestal
your ninny
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i've been working a fair amount. full time hours rather than part time
i think i only get one more week of this...but i'll take everything i can get
i'm so broke it's ridiculous
i need to start massaging again
make extra money
but i havent made a decision, since dancer just started back up in Philadelphia and he is trying to get his company to hire me to massage all of the dancers there
that'd be nice money in my pocket
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im hungry
and pissy
my mom just asked if she could have joint custody of my son. wtf?
she wants to be able to take him to the doctor and dentist
she already takes him where ever, whenever
it's annoying. i havent seen him since monday and that was only for a few minutes
she seemed so supportive of me taking this job, even though it's night shift
and now that i'm working it, she gets all pissy that i sleep during the day

umm....what did she expect.

and it's not like i dont get anything done. it just may take a day or 2 extra, since i only work 2 or 3 days a week. i have many other days other there to do shit
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p.s. i'm sexually frustrated. it's been 2 weeks
and i wanna wrap my legs around that certain person
yea. maybe ill go out with him tonight for a drink and just chill. cause thats all im allowed.
almost surgically cleared

ok
imma quit my bitchin

EDIT: someone kinda sorta asked me on a date this Friday

and for some reason i actually really like this song...

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