so i've had a pretty crappy day. first i hurt my finger chopping up kindling, than a spider attacked me, my friend canceled our plans, and on top of it all my phone suddenly fried itself
I just got your Xmas card. OMG I have the biggest, stupidest smile on my face. You're so wonderful.
Can you see me smiling from where you are? Love you so much.
I'm actually getting a new cell phone TODAY! My "new every two" -- PHONE DATE. STAT. Let me know a good time - after the holidays, perhaps? We nee one. BADLY. I miss you terribly.
i have a lot to update... and need to get to bed.
but i think i'm in a *screw it* type of mood so i'll just go ahead and update you all
first off, i am having a fantastic holiday season! yes i know i was sulking three weeks ago, but things havent been better in a long time. yes i miss being with someone,... Read More
i had such a good time on saturday night, except for the getting too drunk, feeling sick, and crying about my ex at a party. i got called "stupid hot" though, made out with a cute army guy, and fell asleep in his arms because he was worried about me feeling sick. however he was asleep before me and snores so loud lol
Usually when someone is THAT much of a dick, it's because they're still holding a torch for you and can't admit it. He's probably just trying to get you mad enough to go see/hang out with him again so he can try to hook up. Honestly, if you're in a fantastic relationship, and the person you're with completely eclipses the last person you're with, they don't exist anymore. Anything you do to strike back will only validate him, and further his attempts to get closer to you. How you handle that part is all on you, I'd say if you really want closure, just tell him that if he wants to speak that way to you, you'd rather not talk to him, or see him at all if he continues to act like a child who wants to be king of the ant hill. Let him throw his hissy fits in private, far away from you, and hopefully his new girlfriend will wise up when she sees the way he's treating you. I wouldn't be with someone if I thought the minute I was no longer with them that they would treat me like crap.
Tis the season of changes.
first off was becoming single from a 2.5 year long relationship, moving out of his place and into a friends place.
this led to finding out who my real friends are, becoming more active here on this site, meeting new people and surprisingly enough, gaining more self confidence. (weird i know)
than my set i shot got lost when my... Read More
no more blonde hair. i took action and got rid of the reminder that i used to cave to whatever he wanted.
the new me got checked out all during my shopping trip, by a super hot guy in a black wool pea coat and his buddy, they almost stalked me around teh store lol
i might have egged them on by checking him out... Read More
Can you see me smiling from where you are? Love you so much.
I'm actually getting a new cell phone TODAY! My "new every two" -- PHONE DATE. STAT. Let me know a good time - after the holidays, perhaps? We nee one. BADLY. I miss you terribly.