I lost Mr. Oscar tonite. I had a mite infestation in the tank and they got ahold of him while he was trying to moult.
I feel horrible about this. All I could do was hold his lil body and say "I'm sorry... I'm sorry... I'm sorry...."
I have this strange limbo about wanting to hurt myself. I want to, but I don't - both equally and both at the same time.
I hate myself sometimes.
I feel horrible about this. All I could do was hold his lil body and say "I'm sorry... I'm sorry... I'm sorry...."
I have this strange limbo about wanting to hurt myself. I want to, but I don't - both equally and both at the same time.
I hate myself sometimes.
VIEW 4 of 4 COMMENTS
runelateralus:
Aww...I hope you feel better. You will be able to get through it.
honorofgalahad:
Don't hurt yourself. it won't help anything.
