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I'm not being faithful to my diet, but I am exercising a lot. I ate spinach last night.

Today I'm hanging out with Keely. It's been fun so far, but I feel as if I could be doing something other than sit on my ass talking to a potential photographer + hookup. So here I sit, next to the most gorgeous creature in...
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vedere:
bella donna

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Sorry I haven't been blogging in a while. I only have one month in which to express myself and look at your beautiful pictures and meet you all.

A ceiba is an awesome TREE pollinated by BATS. They're huge trees, the city was named after a particular one on the docks of the port city. Well, that tree fell into the ocean in...
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I am telling myself this. In fifteen minutes, I will go back to Ping (Recreational Center) and do lifting, strength training, and cardio. I hope that it makes me feel as good as it did yesterday!


The only thing I have to go on currently are some workouts I printed out from Glamour.com, which is an AWESOME site with journaling, diaries, and calorie counters...
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pmvirgin:
Naievety and Trust often walk hand-in-hand, especially when kindness is chaperoneing. Unfortunately, we need to educate ourselves to enough of the world that we can recognize when others are trying to take advantage of such qualities.

I'm sorry that there are jerks out there, selfish twits that would rather take from others than try to add to the world - but try not to let them change you. Just believe in yourself and the beauty and power you have inside - the best revenge is a life well lived.

Now I'll stop before I sound too much more like a hallmark card...
ceiba:
Oh, you're fine. Thanks for the advice. I guess I trusted him from the start; that was my downfall to trust him implicitly from the first!

And also...you are fine.

I like white boys. wink
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I recently decided to go on a health binge. By that I mean work out twice a day at the gym, and eat healthy foods I see on Epicurious. It will probably be good for me...that is to say. My diet is a 2,000 calorie like other adults. I usually end up 50 calories short of that, haha.



Anyways, I went to a...
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tikki:
Good luck on the new healthy life.After my home gym took me as far as it could I had to join a real gym.Luckly it on 2 blocks away.
ceiba:
Hah. Another aspect of my new life is working with three-pound barbels (yes I am that weak) and METICULOUSLY counting calories, fiber, sodium, carbs, protein, fat and whatever else is on the label of the foods I eat. I joined a free website that helps organize all that stuff, and it's kind of fun!

Thanks for the reviews! I'm quite overwhelmed.

love
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This is a long story...I hope that you will understand that my venting will help me cope. I don't know if it will, but I want some form of validation, and a pornography website seems as good a place as any.

You know...I've never had a boyfriend, excepting the two weeks in summer school before my sophomore year of high school...
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ceiba:
Yes, well I wish I could see it that way. It gets me every time though. I have this thing when I want someone...other things tend to fall away.

I actually DO meet a lot of people, but somehow they all end up being christians or taken. And...I think you may be right. I just can't accept that right now.

It's been a really long time. But what can I do? I meet people easily, but I never follow through. I try, though.


Nothing in my life makes sense anymore.


kadium:
Life often doesn't make sense. Not to some of us anyway. Probably some insecurity on our part. I'd say you're best off letting Hannah go though. As for getting your rocks off...don't get hurt in the process. If that's all you want to do, let that be all it is.
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Hello again. I decided to re-activate my subscription, even though I'm questioning whether or not to submit a photoset. If I get enough encouragement, I might, but I'm personally considering Godsgirls...something that can show up on my credit card bill and not raise suspicion.


I had a really bad experience with a photographer, which I wouldn't like to repeat. If there...
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ceiba:
Oh, hey Ricos. I'm okay now, thanks for asking.

How are you doing?
suaveadonis:
I maybe incorrect ,but I think you can ask her (Alissa Brunelli) to photograph you.
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Hey, yo.

So basically, I just got kicked out of someone's house. The place where I am sitting right now I will not be sleeping next week. While I'm more at home in a chatroom and would probably snooze in one--if it wasn't related to anime or porn--I need somewhere to put my meagre 1 suitcase, 1 carry on, 4 coats and...
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sureality:
Hello there.
nephares6:
This may not help you right now, but it may at some point. Have you looked into Couchsurfing?
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Hey. For a lack of a better way to start, I'll just free write.

I'm Ceiba, chix0r, moralofthestory, asciigen. All of the names I've had over the years I'm bringing together now for the sake of keeping myself together.

Here's the spiel: I'm a compter sci student at a university in the Good Morning State. I spent YEARS of...
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tymelesseq:
You don't seem to bad yourself?
ironsurfer:
Hey, welcome to the site.

There really isn't any such thing as too sweet for this site. There's loads of great people here so you have nothing to worry about.