pressure and tension...pushing and shifting all of my organs...
everything i have inside is changing...
the past two weeks have been possibly the craziest two weeks of my life. learned a lot about myself, and the people i surround myself with. good. bad. right. wrong. boundaries. line. human.
the past four days have been something of a release for all the build-up. i spent three days straight drinking, and involving myself in some of the most self-destructive behavoir i've experienced in years. contemplated, over-analyzed, and almost destroyed myself. and then danced untill all the agression and angst were pumped through my viens, filtered, and released. forced into acceptance about the state of my life. boys. love. money. beginnings...end.
everything i have inside is changing...
the past two weeks have been possibly the craziest two weeks of my life. learned a lot about myself, and the people i surround myself with. good. bad. right. wrong. boundaries. line. human.
the past four days have been something of a release for all the build-up. i spent three days straight drinking, and involving myself in some of the most self-destructive behavoir i've experienced in years. contemplated, over-analyzed, and almost destroyed myself. and then danced untill all the agression and angst were pumped through my viens, filtered, and released. forced into acceptance about the state of my life. boys. love. money. beginnings...end.
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I must be slipping in my old age.
We need to hang out more.