cedar

i left pieces of me in portland...

in one weekend i've:
-gotten the hell out of la for the weekend
-traveled to about 10,000,000 different places that i've never been to before
-gone to the original amoeba records in berekly
-learned that hairspray has more than just the recomended uses...thanks rae!
-felt at home in a place i didn't know
-seen my dreams in architecture and space
-made out with one amazing boy
-landed a surrogate portland husband, and a surrogate seattle wife.
-licked cranberry juice off one breast, fondeled 2 pairs...
-bought the best pair of boots ever
-witnessed maxx deep throat more objects than i thought possible...including a kazoo!
-fell in love with sarah mclaughlin's new song "stupid"
-took a deeper look at troublemaker's inner demons than i cared to
-took a deeper look at my own inner turmoil than i cared to
-been put up by the best hostess ever...the lovely germany!!!
-seen flux run around in a fur coat and thigh highs, looking absolutely stunning
-seen an old friend from la who i missed desperately
-started talking again with someone i've not seen in a long time...
-been in more gas stations in three days, than in the rest of my life combined
-had ice cubes, hard cardboard coasters, sugar packets, and dirty cigarette napkins hurled at my face, and land in my beer.
-hung out with maxx, a green haired goddess, a birthday baby, a blonde rebel, anything, babyblue, obelisk, a sweet and low snorting fiend, and a "guide me to pizza a coffee" saviour...
-eaten more cheese filled meat products than i thought possible
-experienced the wonder that is not one, but two un-working or un-built fountains...including portland's own "dirty rock bidet"...
-had a spelling bee with louise...h-o-t-d-o-g

and

-let go and just lived, if only for a moment...

xoxox.satisfiedandmissingportlanddearlycedar/lawn gnome queeny