i was reading an article in bizzare magazine the other day about techno-fetish people....the ones who are turned on by robots, machinery, and transformation....
apparently some will wear a key around their neck to signify their sexuality....
wait....
don't i have an obsession with keys? didn't i quite religously wear a key around my neck for months? don't i have keys tattooed in several places...
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apparently some will wear a key around their neck to signify their sexuality....
wait....
don't i have an obsession with keys? didn't i quite religously wear a key around my neck for months? don't i have keys tattooed in several places...
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so...as of today, i am on zoloft, and a mild sleep aid. i chose this. and for once, i'm going to follow through with something that might actually help me. fear be damned.
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-i voted for the first time yesterday.
-the book america by john stewart is hilarious.
-my room is actually clean for the first time in 6 years...no piles of crap. just...
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-i voted for the first time yesterday.
-the book america by john stewart is hilarious.
-my room is actually clean for the first time in 6 years...no piles of crap. just...
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laptop_romeo:
I hope the zoloft works for you. You are brave to work through your fears. Jon Stewart is a household god in our home.
paulnikon:
I have been on Prozac for about 3 years now. Now I know what it is like to feel normal.
It is obvious, because of the clarity the Prozac has given me, depression has seriously hurt me. At first it was easy to see times in my recent hostory as an adult where thinkgs just weren't right. Then going back, back, back to my childhood. I did crazy shit as a little boy. Obviously, there were issues.
Prozac and its lovely freinds did not exhist then. So maybe it was good I was ignored as a boy.
Your future will be so mych brighter now. Not only will you feel better. But you will make better choices based on unclouded thoughts.
Good luck.
It is obvious, because of the clarity the Prozac has given me, depression has seriously hurt me. At first it was easy to see times in my recent hostory as an adult where thinkgs just weren't right. Then going back, back, back to my childhood. I did crazy shit as a little boy. Obviously, there were issues.
Prozac and its lovely freinds did not exhist then. So maybe it was good I was ignored as a boy.
Your future will be so mych brighter now. Not only will you feel better. But you will make better choices based on unclouded thoughts.
Good luck.
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bean:
Hey sexy dork. You might be interested in this:
http://suicidegirls.com/boards/Current+Events/56169/
http://suicidegirls.com/boards/Current+Events/56169/
odette:
how i love thee..... i 
you so so sooooo
you so so soooooi am an extreme dork.
all hail the dork queen.
all hail the dork queen.
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madison:
HAIL OH MIGHTY ONE!!!!
bean:
*bows down*
okay...the scary evil art is gone...
if you have anything more to say about it, please read my last journal, post more comments here, or sign the petitions going around stating how horrible and inhumane her work is.
but i know that a lot of people couldn't stand to see thoes photos anymore...neither could i...
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in other news:
-i love maxx's new place....
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if you have anything more to say about it, please read my last journal, post more comments here, or sign the petitions going around stating how horrible and inhumane her work is.
but i know that a lot of people couldn't stand to see thoes photos anymore...neither could i...
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in other news:
-i love maxx's new place....
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surlyclown:
Yikes! Those pictures are disturbing...and not in the good way.
I've actually met Teller a few times. They usually greet fans after there shows. He yaks up a storm outside of his stage personae. Both of them are super cool guys.
I've actually met Teller a few times. They usually greet fans after there shows. He yaks up a storm outside of his stage personae. Both of them are super cool guys.
paulnikon:
"-my mother is absolutely insane."
Mine too.
Mine too.
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juliana:
It's not that hard to obtain animal carcasses in the US -- I don't see why she has to kill them for her own purposes.
"Killed the animals in as humane a way as possible" ... killing animals that didn't need to die is NOT humane under any circumstance.
This is a crime.
"Killed the animals in as humane a way as possible" ... killing animals that didn't need to die is NOT humane under any circumstance.
This is a crime.
brinny:
sick...ewww...gross...poor kitty... ahhh scary.. it looks like my kitty... ahhhh. go away pictures..
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sassy:
Hey Cedar thanks for the birthday wishes. Cool about you going back to ballet classes- I think it's a good thing, and you make one sexy mothertruckin' ballerina.
calla2:
I sympathize. Stairs are killer after a workout. So is getting out of bed the day after.
last night i had the distinct pleasure of seeing every time i die, and the dillinger escape plan perform at the el ray. my god....both bands were absolutely incredible. but etid really blew me away. unfortunately, my body decided the middle, and last songs of their set, were perfectly good times to pass out. luckily i only missed about a song and a 1/2....
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odette:
oh you had fun!!! i might be stopping in LA this weekend!!! ill call you 
wrigley:
that sounds like so much fun i'm jealous. and ex bf of mine taped over a video of us having sex with a dillenger show.
i totally forgot to tell you that i work for a choreographer at a ballet studio now. how weird is that?
i totally forgot to tell you that i work for a choreographer at a ballet studio now. how weird is that?
i cut a lot of my hair off. it's shoulder lenght now, and all even.
maybe now the fucker will grow.
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ahem. unless somebody loving and wonderful would like to buy me a camera that actually works, you're all gonna kinda be shit outta luck for a while when it comes to pictures.
sorry guys.
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maybe now the fucker will grow.
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ahem. unless somebody loving and wonderful would like to buy me a camera that actually works, you're all gonna kinda be shit outta luck for a while when it comes to pictures.
sorry guys.
wishlist
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reprobate:
How about we just take pictures of you when you come out?
Oh, wait... nevermind.
Oh, wait... nevermind.
jj_r0x0rz:
hey whats are you doing this firday? wanna goto a where house party in conoga???
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sk8tjunkie:
They are all interesting on mine too.
Plus lots more.
hey girl wanna do me a favor voting ends today
come join the kissing group and vote me to be the new owner
Plus lots more.
hey girl wanna do me a favor voting ends today
come join the kissing group and vote me to be the new owner
zgrat:
actually no one. dunno what's it for 
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toxicboy:
how come? Was it infection-licious?
ryan:
awww!! sure than sweetheart!!!
courage. the band.
they also have such hits as: mullets in love, love tank, burside bum, and forest of despair (a spin off of dio's holy diver)...
courage. the band.
they also have such hits as: mullets in love, love tank, burside bum, and forest of despair (a spin off of dio's holy diver)...
thank you to everyone for the sweet birthday comments. you guys are all absolutely amazing!!
i was really happy there wasn't any drama this year.
and hey...i'm not a teenager anymore!
i was really happy there wasn't any drama this year.
and hey...i'm not a teenager anymore!
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faelynia:
wow.. now y'r almost fully legal..
one more year!
one more year!
zgrat:
you could do what my friend did, she said she turned twenteen hope you had a good one
hope you had a good one
mmmmmmm cavity sex.
(i havent gone to bed yet.... this is officially the worst post ever)