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She took my life away from me, in hopes of what, a chance to keep me hidden in her hip pocket

I gave her all I had to give and never enough she crys, never enough to the rage that lives within her broken mind - an illusion to a simple reality that simply does not exist - the truth is unmistakable and caring -...
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Felt the pain, inspirational return
Lost my turn, never paid to play
Haunted by desire, these dreams take flight into the night - slowly melted daylight
Deep beneath that gaze I no longer hold
Your hot breath, thick, secure, as my mind flickers through lost chapters
Undecided

Forever lost to the notion of what has past

I shake my head . . . . nothing...
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Orlando baby!!!! Atleast for a few days, nice to get away from everyone for a few days . . .

Got my heart broken this week . . . my own fuckin' fault. Thought I had control of everything, guess that's when things start to get away from you. Tried to hold on to too much, and lost the one thing I truely wanted - now I feel like all I have left is to settle with something I can never have back. Finger fucked...
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Had the day from hell today. Everything I tried to get done found something standing in it's way. New job, new responsibilities, large shoes to fill, and a cloud of doubt, nice way to look at things, but it does keep me going. It's funny how you can fear what you've always wanted, yet continue on . . . and on. I started a new...
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I meet people
and run towards the notion
of what might have been,
Realizing too late
that what might have been
is just what I want

Can't seem to communicate what I want to those that matter the most. Truth of the matter is that most of them really don't care, unless it has some effect on what they have in mind for me, to...
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New Words
Self pity?
That's not what I wanted to hear,
Looking with my mind's eye,
Listening with my heart's ear.
Me?
Feeling trapped with this anger,
It's no longer even around:
What put my world in danger,
What made me bang the ground and yell
Without moving a single muscle
or uttering a single sound.

Or have I invited it here?

Irrationally demanding that...
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Working on a new tat. Just need to find the time to get it done.

Never realize how busy you are until you try to make plans for yourself.