Tuesday Mar 12, 2013

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Someone told me I was lost today. Had to smile. What a stupid thing to say to someone. Wouldn't this imply that they are found? Self righteous - simple minded. Find the path to a house of worship and now we think we have special insight to what resides in others, yet are now to blind to see the truth of their own shortcomings. At...
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Sunday Mar 10, 2013

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Quick check in on a lazy day. Starbucks in the am, a quick ride to nowhere, and an afternoon spent trying to get to that clean closet I promised myself last week. Also planning to actually sit and draw later today - missed this for some time now, really need to exercise that part of the brain before it completely forgets that that it know how...
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Thursday Feb 28, 2013

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Real quick check in -

My last entry spoke about my last trip to NM and my father in-law and his dementia. Sadly, he passed away last month, rather sudden but not a complete surprise. Always sad when you have to say goodbye to those that have become a part of you. Actually very happy that I/we were able to spend some time with him...
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zombiebacon:

Sorry to hear about your father-in-law. It's hard to lose loved ones.

Tuesday Jan 01, 2013

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Just got back from New Mexico. Trip was a bit tiresome, considering. Always hard when you spend time with someone close to you suffering from dementia. To see someone slipping down that path is never a simple task for the heart. Takes the beauty of that part of the country out of the equation, and fills the mind with a heavy sense of responsibility, tied...
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Tuesday Nov 20, 2012

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Back . . . . missed the site and the few people that actually read some of the off the wall things I used to write about. Things are much different for me now. I a better place with my head, even with the uncertainty of my job. Guess that's what I get for sticking it out in the newspaper biz, but it's what I love, and...
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Tuesday May 03, 2011

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Haven't really moved on anything since the last post, other then polishing up the ol resume - now I just need to motivate my self and push things the way they should be going.

The filter in my brain has lost the ability to understand the ignorance that surrounds me - gets tired after awhile, gets old to the point of exhaustion, and I can't...
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sakuraredd:

thank you so much hunkiss
you are sweet

sakuraredd:

ooh this sucksfrown
my last break was in May and these last two weeks was the most awful - i was going nuts,i needed so badly a break!
i will drink lots of beers for youbiggrinbiggrin thank youkisskiss

Thursday Apr 21, 2011

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In VA beach for a few days to decompress - nice to be away and actually reflect on a few decisions that need to be made over the next few months. I've decided to leave my job - as kick ass as it is, I think it's time for a change and a move - just need to get some things realigned, and the logical choice...
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Tuesday Apr 05, 2011

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Feel like I've been falling flat on my face lately - nothing evident to anyone around me, but it's tied to a sense of loss that can only be found in a thought I can't quite explain. So I do this . . .

I thought about driving off the side of the road today - it made me laugh, much more fun in making them wait...
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luckyrabbit:

I am very curious what you said yes too.
You seem so sad frown what can I do to make you happier?

cbugg2:

Many things . . . I think the biggest was my choice to come back, to stay, to not venture off and listen to that whisper - I like to move around, didn't take advantage when the opportunity presented itself -

I know I sound sad, but smiles do exist, just sometimes easier to write about that which one feels closest to.

Thanks for looking in wink


Sunday Aug 24, 2008

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Fell asleep . . . . woke up - introduced myself to a new way of knowing that this shit is as real as its ever going to get and I've got no reason to head for the door other then the fact that everything that rolls in to my day is the same that's going to roll into the rest of everything I've thought to do...
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luckyrabbit:

wow ready that post was like looking into your mind and getting a text version of your thought process. miao!! I give you a star sticker for being interesting. It's shiny... look it's all I have to give so just take it and smile.

cbugg2:

Smiling . . . thanks for the star and the look inside my head. I've had this up for some time, and thought I'd never get a glance, you made sharing worth the effort.

Sunday Aug 24, 2008

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I'd like to believe that no one is left reading this blog . . . . I'd like to believe that I can finally write to someone that might just stumble on to what I find interesting in my mind . . . . . maybe even find something of interest, and allow it to crawl inside and cozy up to a free thought. I'd like to believe that a subtle...
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Monday Jul 07, 2008

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Just want you to walk away . . . . . stop looking back and find the reason you forgot to start with,

My choice is to stop trying, away from the plastic life I have built for myself, you are the only reason I have left to dream - the only reason I have left to forget

Step away from the train wreck and walk to the nearest exit

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Monday Jun 30, 2008

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I was forgiven

Never asked for it, never felt I needed it

You saw the need to hand it out as a release to something you held onto

I only asked for an end to what started, as a release to the pain that led me into your arms - forgiveness never crossed the path of my life, just the mind of your needs

You were...
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