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Just want you to walk away . . . . . stop looking back and find the reason you forgot to start with,

My choice is to stop trying, away from the plastic life I have built for myself, you are the only reason I have left to dream - the only reason I have left to forget

Step away from the train wreck and...
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I was forgiven

Never asked for it, never felt I needed it

You saw the need to hand it out as a release to something you held onto

I only asked for an end to what started, as a release to the pain that led me into your arms - forgiveness never crossed the path of my life, just the mind of your needs

You...
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I think I finally forgot the thing I needed

I think I finally forgot

So much time to erase your picture from my thoughts, so much time to free the lessons you taught me

Settle in for the ride . . . Asleep at the wheel

When time has come and death arises,
Speak my name, no shallow whispers
A tale is told for all to wonder, at what stage did I this witness
Not for me
I've ever wanted
Just tell the truth of how I've lived, and find the truth of what was done
Mine was the right, mine was the right, to do as I saw fit
Judgement...
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Σας χάνω, με χάνω

Χάνω τη ζωή μου για με

Δεν μπορώ να πάρω την εικόνα σας από το κεφάλι μου.


Forever lost to the notion that something lies around the corner
Lost
A simple notion of existence and all is lost to the expectations of all that is simplistic to our surroundings.

I move forward . . . . spinning my wheels in the...
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Severed head . . . . never had much use for it to start with . . . . now if I could just remember where the hell I put it.

Finally found a use for it, just need to convince the rest of me that it's worth keeping.

Lost in time . . . . I realize my worth as my worth begins to...
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Fuck you . . . . you never understood anything about me.

Transparent to everyone but myself . . . I see you for what you are . . . . blind.

Small choices for a big reason . . . left alone to my own thoughts of what I have left behind
If you only knew the truth to the past I have created for myself
For just one cool minute, my future has been set to settle
Drawn into myself I think of the promise I forget to make
I think of the reasons I...
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Didn't get it till today (so sorry to have missed such a wonderful gift) . . . so sweet, even after all I've done, I never deserved what you gave, I never gave what you deserved . . . If I could step back in my life and find you before it all became to late for me, so complicated.

It happened again tonight . . .