I am in the best mood!!!!
my depression and anxiety is lifting....i gotta do something proactiv about it tho to stop it in the future....but for now im ok
SO BJ called me.....it turns out he was in JAIL. yeah. uhoh....and it was THAT BITCH who started fighting with me who was changing his myspace and ignoring my msgs and shit.....so it wasnt him.....
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my depression and anxiety is lifting....i gotta do something proactiv about it tho to stop it in the future....but for now im ok
SO BJ called me.....it turns out he was in JAIL. yeah. uhoh....and it was THAT BITCH who started fighting with me who was changing his myspace and ignoring my msgs and shit.....so it wasnt him.....
he...
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well I went to my friends holiday party and got so wasted that my blood alcohol level was .33!!!!!
waaay to go me!!
i drunk DIALED bj. and this time he called me back....but he was in a bad mood...something about his dog dying.....so we like didnt talk and sort things out that way i had hoped to......
i got home and cried, lol. out...
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waaay to go me!!
i drunk DIALED bj. and this time he called me back....but he was in a bad mood...something about his dog dying.....so we like didnt talk and sort things out that way i had hoped to......
i got home and cried, lol. out...
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zzwiggy_mmaniac:
thank you very much for the add friends request, I like you're photo albums good work. 
zzwiggy_mmaniac:
yea losing a cellphone would suck ugh these watermarks are being a bitch when I'm trying to add them to my photos in photoshop, I don't get it it's been acting buggy lately so it's taking longer to add the watermarks to my photography lol I just want to post it but if I don't water marke it that's a good way to get my work stolen lol.
SOoooooooo
I went out last night with my friends!!
and ran into another friend at the bar which is always awesome! coz she kept thenight alive!! We kept drinking waaaayyyy into the night..I think we got back at like 4 or 5!!! hahahahaha!!!
def met some random people. ooh! oh! i made a bet with some friend of connor and denver, the guys who own...
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I went out last night with my friends!!
and ran into another friend at the bar which is always awesome! coz she kept thenight alive!! We kept drinking waaaayyyy into the night..I think we got back at like 4 or 5!!! hahahahaha!!!
def met some random people. ooh! oh! i made a bet with some friend of connor and denver, the guys who own...
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Today the weather is so grey out my window....
last night I opened a bottle of wine and thougt to myself wot is it all worth? all my tears? and all my sadness?? I still havnt found the answer. Still havnt found the cure. But I guess whoever does would be a genius.
I'm getting thru today by focusing on tonight and that I'm going...
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last night I opened a bottle of wine and thougt to myself wot is it all worth? all my tears? and all my sadness?? I still havnt found the answer. Still havnt found the cure. But I guess whoever does would be a genius.
I'm getting thru today by focusing on tonight and that I'm going...
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babyjane:
whats ur myspace girlie? we should b friends.
xoxxo
xoxxo
musical_poet:
time heals hun and all ya need to do is hang with your friends and focus on the things that you like to do. Take it day by day 
Had a great day yesterday guy!!
much better than this last wknd and week has been for all you who have been reading my blogs!!
I had an interview and they told me i could ask for a higher pay than anyone in my age range b/c my experience and my skilllevel....which is amazing!!!
and im really happy...
im still missing "cuddle" and his voice....
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much better than this last wknd and week has been for all you who have been reading my blogs!!
I had an interview and they told me i could ask for a higher pay than anyone in my age range b/c my experience and my skilllevel....which is amazing!!!
and im really happy...
im still missing "cuddle" and his voice....
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Sooo today i actually showered, got out of the house and got the lame boy who's breaking my heart out of my mind for a few hours...
and i mailed off some christmakah (yes i said it) presents for my famnily.....yeeeaaaayyyy!!!!
so...thas good....im back home now....a bit lonely and sad...buuuuutttt im heading out in a few to meet my girl for sime drinks, dinner and...
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and i mailed off some christmakah (yes i said it) presents for my famnily.....yeeeaaaayyyy!!!!
so...thas good....im back home now....a bit lonely and sad...buuuuutttt im heading out in a few to meet my girl for sime drinks, dinner and...
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nicefromice:
The serenity prayer is totally true here. I wish there was no hurt in the world, but the fact of the matter is... well, didn't REM sing it: Everybody hurts? ... So, I truly feel for you and I celebrate your attitude towards the "light at the end of the tunnell". It's gonna be hard, but it seems you're well on your way. Love will come again, you just don't know when, but when it does ... I hope it stays.
Best wishes and hugs from Iceland, D.
Best wishes and hugs from Iceland, D.
desidia:
oooh. pretty pictures, heh heh.
oh wait, what were you saying? I got distracted
good luck with your love life, boys are stupid. and you should really eat something even though I'm actually jealous. I wish I would lose 15lbs
oh wait, what were you saying? I got distracted
good luck with your love life, boys are stupid. and you should really eat something even though I'm actually jealous. I wish I would lose 15lbs
the boy and i talked. he is scared of the distance. more scared than he knew he would be.
and im heartbroken
coz i just dont know if he will. come round......so we talked a bit and he had to go.....and he said he'd call me later.....and he sounds so confused and i know i sounded down
and its just a mess.........
he's afraid of...
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and im heartbroken
coz i just dont know if he will. come round......so we talked a bit and he had to go.....and he said he'd call me later.....and he sounds so confused and i know i sounded down
and its just a mess.........
he's afraid of...
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musical_poet:
Girls say the exact same thing when I'm in an LDR they can't handle the distance and end up breaking my heart I don't mind the distance, they did tho </3
I don't mind the distance, they did tho </3
cbomb:
i think the excuse is lame myself....the distance doesnt bother me.....the fact he likes me and isnt willing to give it a chance does....the fact that he wants to move here in a year and isnt caling me now is bothering me....the whole "i neeed time" bullshit he's pulling is bothering me....
the fact that i still like him REALLY bothers me
im just really fukin sad right now and he said he would call so we could finish talking and he hasnt....i dont think he will...and it sucks
the fact that i still like him REALLY bothers me
im just really fukin sad right now and he said he would call so we could finish talking and he hasnt....i dont think he will...and it sucks
omg!! he answered!!
he's sick.....and i woke him up
just hearing his voice....and he called me sweetie.....and so i know things will b ok....
so i let him go sleep
and then......i started sobing....coz im so into this boy
to know me is to know i dont like people...lik i mean i dont get crushes or "like" people....coz when i do i get hurt.....and right...
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he's sick.....and i woke him up
just hearing his voice....and he called me sweetie.....and so i know things will b ok....
so i let him go sleep
and then......i started sobing....coz im so into this boy
to know me is to know i dont like people...lik i mean i dont get crushes or "like" people....coz when i do i get hurt.....and right...
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hey guys. new sad blog. hahah.
he didnt answer my calls. so....i think......going to see him this weekend was bad. we moved too fast and it scared him away and now....well i have to wait and see but.....i think i lost a great guy but then if he was that great he would be calling me back right??
im sad...and crying... but.....i have no choce...
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he didnt answer my calls. so....i think......going to see him this weekend was bad. we moved too fast and it scared him away and now....well i have to wait and see but.....i think i lost a great guy but then if he was that great he would be calling me back right??
im sad...and crying... but.....i have no choce...
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LYRICS to the 2 songs that were soooo cute when will was driiving and like grabbing me and being crazy and saying they remind him of me and shit
for this song he would like grab the dash and my legs and like shake me and like slam the winds and like sings the lyrics and like kiss me and it was soo killer cuz...
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for this song he would like grab the dash and my legs and like shake me and like slam the winds and like sings the lyrics and like kiss me and it was soo killer cuz...
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babyjane:
love the new nickelback album.good that this is a happy blog 
hehe
hehe
girls are pretty retarded that way
but im learning. slowly...lol