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Had a great day yesterday guy!!

much better than this last wknd and week has been for all you who have been reading my blogs!!


I had an interview and they told me i could ask for a higher pay than anyone in my age range b/c my experience and my skilllevel....which is amazing!!!

and im really happy...

im still missing "cuddle" and his voice. i texted him finaly to be like dude, please just tell me wots up. he didnt text back so im not gonna waste another second on him.

i went to bed a little sad. woke up a little sad coz i woke up to "our song" and when my phone rang i thought it was his ringtone but.....i think that will happen for a while

I'm just happy to move on and when someone doesnt even have the curtesy to text back a simple messsege to say im sorry i cant do this then you know thy're not a good person. however im still on his friends list. weird.

also one of his friends and i have been talking for a while and she added me to her list and im on hers and she's helping me get thru this by being a good friend to me. which may freak him out. ha.

anyway the only thing im focsuing on about him now is why he cant just pick up a phone to call me and say goodbye and why e hasnt taken me off his friends list.

like is said its just weird. i mean maybe he does really like me and he's as sad as i am and just cant get himself to answer but honestly? yeah fucking right.

coz all he had to do was respond to my text with an easy answer such as. i dont want to talk to you anymore

lol

whatever

ok. well. today is a slow day. im bored.

i scrapbooked last night to cheer myself up....i have no more pics to do except of me and him....so im not gonna do those right now.....

i should clean my apartment....but im gonna do it later....lol.....

xox