Wow. I havnt really blogged for real in a while. And this one is no different. I just dont have time. I'm sick. I've been to wasted. Ever since Denver died I've done nothing but cry, have nightmares at night, an drink lots of Powers Irish Whiskey in his honor. I got a memorial tat for him. The Powers logo on my inner right wrist. its cute. there is a whole crew of us with it in various forms.
It's weird tho. after almost 2 weeks of being depressed and crying and shit I'm not as devestated anymore, I'm coming to terms with his death, and the loss of my close friend....and I'm sorta feeling guilty that my life is moving on without him..is that weird or bad?? any advice??
anyway. I'm mad sick in bed. well my boyfriends bed
gonna try and fuck the pain away, as peaches would say!!
night everyone!
oh yeah off to boston on saturday for a week...anyone near salem ma wanna chill??
It's weird tho. after almost 2 weeks of being depressed and crying and shit I'm not as devestated anymore, I'm coming to terms with his death, and the loss of my close friend....and I'm sorta feeling guilty that my life is moving on without him..is that weird or bad?? any advice??
anyway. I'm mad sick in bed. well my boyfriends bed
gonna try and fuck the pain away, as peaches would say!!
night everyone!
oh yeah off to boston on saturday for a week...anyone near salem ma wanna chill??
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No you should not feel guilty about moving on with your life. They would not want you to feel guilty about getting over them, at least that's they way I look at it.
I don't morn my friends, I celebrate their memory and how they touched my life. I remember them fondly and they will always be with me wherever I go till the end of my days. Yes there will be sadness and there is nothing that can be done about it and shouldn't.
In my honest opinion, you should be celebrating Denver's life and how it affected you, and not his loss. Remember the good times and remember him always. That's the best advice I can give.
I hope this helps you in some way.
Thanx fud da add...