Dearly beloved, are you listening?
I can't remember a word that you were saying,
Are we demented? Or am I disturbed?
The space that's in between insane and insecure
Oh therapy can you please fill the void?
Am I retarded or am I just overjoyed?
Nobody's perfect and I stand accused,
For the lack of a better word, and that's my best excuse
Sing it...
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I can't remember a word that you were saying,
Are we demented? Or am I disturbed?
The space that's in between insane and insecure
Oh therapy can you please fill the void?
Am I retarded or am I just overjoyed?
Nobody's perfect and I stand accused,
For the lack of a better word, and that's my best excuse
Sing it...
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speedphreak:
Beh! We've had on and off snow sprinkles here today! Who the fuck ordered that?
cybele:
The beautiful Miss Catie IS BACK!!!!
Hurray!!!
(Now if I could only get MY shit together and return!)
Hurray!!!
(Now if I could only get MY shit together and return!)
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taoshen:
I love your new profile pic, btw...
taoshen:
I very much like. I've always been a fan of Celtic music, and they put an interesting edge on it. Apparantly their later music is slightly different than Swagger, but what I heard on Swagger, I liked. I would liken them to Gaelic Storm, but that' doesn't quiet measure up ... not sure why.
I think my favorite was Salty Dog ... although I really liked The Worst Day Since Yesterday ... but that might have beenn dark humor reflecting on my mood.
I think my favorite was Salty Dog ... although I really liked The Worst Day Since Yesterday ... but that might have beenn dark humor reflecting on my mood.
I lied
I stole in the name of fear
But I won't be silent here
I don't want somewhere to run to
I don't want somebody I can shake
Lord I want my dignity again
Before I walk on fire
You gotta look me in the face
I won't flinch
And I won't turn away
I'm sorry
I'm sorry for being scared
But I won't...
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I stole in the name of fear
But I won't be silent here
I don't want somewhere to run to
I don't want somebody I can shake
Lord I want my dignity again
Before I walk on fire
You gotta look me in the face
I won't flinch
And I won't turn away
I'm sorry
I'm sorry for being scared
But I won't...
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josephene:
I see you!
acidevangelist:
Hey, sweetie!
You back for good?
You back for good?
She's an extraordinary girl
In an ordinary world
And she can't seem to get away
He lacks the courage in his mind
like a child left behind
like a pet left in the rain
she's all alone again
wiping the tears from her eyes
some days he feels like dying
she gets so sick of crying
she sees the mirror of herself
An image she...
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In an ordinary world
And she can't seem to get away
He lacks the courage in his mind
like a child left behind
like a pet left in the rain
she's all alone again
wiping the tears from her eyes
some days he feels like dying
she gets so sick of crying
she sees the mirror of herself
An image she...
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the_happy_pig:
I'm inclined to go with the Katydid. I think they're pretty cool
I'm also inclined to say not to worry about the person you fear you may become. Concentrate instead on the person you want to become. Personality is not genetic, if you worry about your father's influence on you, you'll see it in everything you do - because you're looking for it.
You're too good a person to worrying about what ifs, just do your thing in your own way. You seem to have a good set of morals, let your concience guide you.
I believe in you.
I'm also inclined to say not to worry about the person you fear you may become. Concentrate instead on the person you want to become. Personality is not genetic, if you worry about your father's influence on you, you'll see it in everything you do - because you're looking for it.
You're too good a person to worrying about what ifs, just do your thing in your own way. You seem to have a good set of morals, let your concience guide you.
I believe in you.
the_happy_pig:
There's really no need to thank me. It's the least I can do.
i like to read. i like to read stuff that, all at once, makes my heart soar and my soul sob.
the sun is shining today and i have a lake in my backyard. my birdfeeders need filling and my flower beds need mulching.
my dog jumped through my bedroom window over the weekend and i need to fix the screen.
the finger i smashed...
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the sun is shining today and i have a lake in my backyard. my birdfeeders need filling and my flower beds need mulching.
my dog jumped through my bedroom window over the weekend and i need to fix the screen.
the finger i smashed...
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bridgetwnpeddler:
I have been a avid reader the last year. One of my favorites was "The Time Travelers Wife" it is a love story, a little fiction and a little science and a damn good read.
then there is one of my all time fav's "Watership Down"
maybe you can enjoy one of those.
then there is one of my all time fav's "Watership Down"
maybe you can enjoy one of those.
grizz3rd:
I like to read as well. I am reading The Confederacy of Dunces right now it is a little different but a good book none the less. I also like reading your journal entries you have a wonderful way with words I think you could wright a novel no problem.
Have a happy hump day sorry to hear about your finger
Have a happy hump day sorry to hear about your finger
There is a lot of sadness in my house. The residue left behind as the hurt and anger begin to melt away. Since the drama has died down we are able to have rational, although emotionally charged, tear-inducing conversations. You know the conversations that leave you emotionally spent. Where you each find the courage to say what needs to be said no matter the consequences...
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speedphreak:
Yea, even without work I've been keeping rather busy. I've been spending a bunch of time with this girl I met plus taking care of all those things that have accumulated up that need to be done.
I've always got time for you though!
I've always got time for you though!
speedphreak:
Friday night I crashed your party
Saturday I said Im sorry
Sunday came and trashed me out again
I was only having fun
Wasnt hurting anyone
And we all enjoyed the weekend for a change
Ive been stranded in the combat zone
I walked through bedford stuy alone
Even rode my motorcycle in the rain
And you told me not to drive
But I made it home alive
So you said that only proves that Im insane
You may be right
I may be crazy
But it just may be a lunatic youre looking for
Turn out the light
Dont try to save me
You may be wrong for all I know
But you may be right
Remember how I found you there
Alone in your electric chair
I told you dirty jokes until you smiled
You were lonely for a man
I said take me as I am
cause you might enjoy some madness for awhile
Now think of all the years you tried to
Find someone to satisfy you
I might be as crazy as you say
If Im crazy then its true
That its all because of you
And you wouldnt want me any other way
You may be right
I may be crazy
But it just may be a lunatic youre looking for
Its too late to fight
Its too late to change me
You may be wrong for all I know
But you may be right
You may be right
I may be crazy
But it just may be a lunatic youre looking for
Turn out the light
Dont try to save me
You may be wrong for all I know
But you may be right
You may be wrong but you may be right
You may be wrong but you may be right
Saturday I said Im sorry
Sunday came and trashed me out again
I was only having fun
Wasnt hurting anyone
And we all enjoyed the weekend for a change
Ive been stranded in the combat zone
I walked through bedford stuy alone
Even rode my motorcycle in the rain
And you told me not to drive
But I made it home alive
So you said that only proves that Im insane
You may be right
I may be crazy
But it just may be a lunatic youre looking for
Turn out the light
Dont try to save me
You may be wrong for all I know
But you may be right
Remember how I found you there
Alone in your electric chair
I told you dirty jokes until you smiled
You were lonely for a man
I said take me as I am
cause you might enjoy some madness for awhile
Now think of all the years you tried to
Find someone to satisfy you
I might be as crazy as you say
If Im crazy then its true
That its all because of you
And you wouldnt want me any other way
You may be right
I may be crazy
But it just may be a lunatic youre looking for
Its too late to fight
Its too late to change me
You may be wrong for all I know
But you may be right
You may be right
I may be crazy
But it just may be a lunatic youre looking for
Turn out the light
Dont try to save me
You may be wrong for all I know
But you may be right
You may be wrong but you may be right
You may be wrong but you may be right
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taoshen:
I hate that anyone has to go through any sort of similiar situation. It's never easy at first ... hell, bloody difficult doesn't really describe it either. I wish you the best of luck. Just keep a good heart and things will work out as they should, and they will be for the best.
taoshen:
Well, you're a good person, and deserve no less. I'm not sure how good I've been, but I'm glad if I was. 
Typically on weekends, usually Saturday morning, I make pancakes and bacon. And everyweek the pancakes are a different color. This morning, I decided to try something different, I squeezed the juice of a blood orange into the pancake batter. I used two oranges and put some pulp in there too, gave the pancakes a nice little pinky tint. Somehow, in all this creativeness, I must...
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redheaddevil:
Mmmmm, pancakes! I love old victorian houses! Will you post some pics?
remyx:
I'm back!
Oooo, pancakes... *yum*
so, i'll go halves with you if you let me live in the attic
Oooo, pancakes... *yum*
so, i'll go halves with you if you let me live in the attic
Inspiration for expression can come from the strangest places and in the strangest forms. My triggers are certain people, music and also keeping busy. If I get lazy, my mind and pen get lazy as well. I have all my triggers working for me right now. So as I keep myself busy this morning, my iPod on random overwhelming me by different emotions as each...
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catdad:
I hate that. When Muffin knows (or just thinks) he's done something bad and starts crying because he thinks I'm going to lose my cool. Terhu has picked that up a little, too. I've been through some bad times and they've suffered because of it. Then again, Muffin has learned to do bad things to get my attention. I've been a horrible parent at times.
josephene:
Good Morning...I hope your night was better than mine, sweetie. I need a drink, April is Alcohol Awareness, ya know...
Have a great weekend!

Let's hope they do get to see Green Day
How's your week been shaping up?
I've had an odd one so far, an old (ex?) friend and I have finally come to a confrontation over 'issues' that have arisen over the last few years. Now I'm not entirely sure if this is a friendship really worth salvaging. Oh well....
You're seeming more cheerful (well at least as far as I can see from the other side of the planet). I hope I'm right and you're flying
You've made me put on American Idiot now!