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Another journal entry for Cathedra empty, alone, and awake @ 2:30am.
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Yes I just got home from seeing the guy. Why am I awake? Well it's possible that there are so many things going on in my head right now that I don't know how to put them all to rest. He was supposed to come here to watch a movie as you all...
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demoncleaner70:
Not to be blunt but move on he's not worth it your time would be better spent watching paint dry or dogs humping in the park or anything not involving someone so selfish young and stupid.
scrap:
What a knob Cathedra - I mean really. A great girl like you, great attitude, hot as hell and in a crazy ass job in the porn industry (where I'm sure boring conversations are pretty whacky for us normal folk) - and all this bonehead comes up with is A, B and C - B was the only option. Get in your fucking car and get some ya DOPE! Besides a good conversation, maybe some drinks and a lot of fun - he chose to nap with his folks.

kids these days . . . . zzzzzzzzzzzzzzz

he needs: blackeyed
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Today is much better than yesterday. I knew it would be, at least I hoped it would be. I spoke to "the guy" yesterday, we spent my non-productive day emailing back and forth. He's coming over tonight to watch a movie! We talked to each other when we got home from work, and he was very affectionate over the phone which was nice. We DO...
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whypnk:
heya gorgeous. glad to hear things are going so well for you...when is the mntrl burlesque show? i'm moving in 3 weeks so saving up for a car...erg. anyhoo. take care. love and kisses.

p.s. i'm purple now. hehe. kiss
goldenmoon:
Ce serait vraiment cool et si c'tait possible que le show passe par Qubec ce serait gnial. Mais bon, je ne rverai pas trop. Possible que je passe par Montral cet t, on pourrait peut-tre se rencontrer. Bye
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Alrighty, the kisses and hugs and glory of Prom is finished. Back to reality, back to work, the gym, "the guy" having still not called me since I left for Toronto blackeyed and preparing for my move. The one good thing that happened yesterday is that my landlord told me that I will have a whole month to move in slowly into my apartment upstairs and...
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speedphreak:
Not knowing what the situation is, but knowing how guys are, it is probable that he is (and will) do just enough to keep things going. He won't let them go past the point of no return but he won't do enough to advance them either. He more than likely has other possibilities that he's working on so he doesn't want to commit in one direction or burn any bridges until he's scoped out his options.

It's possible he has good reasons. I know that when I'm interested in a girl I go out of my way to "manufacture" reasons to interact with her, especially at the begining. I'll make sacrifices in other areas to make sure I can get things going with someone if it's mutual.
hellomrworld:
Going to the gym is good .. keep up the positive addiction ... I know I need to ...
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Woah Prom was wicked. The drive home was not. Im fucking tired, but yea it was necessary to get home. Upon arrival I was snatched up by my neighbour who insisted that I smoke to celebrate my return home and to make sure I didn't spend the evening sobbing over "the guy". She's a sweetie she is...but now Im fucked up and going to bed....
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kira:
it was super meeting you and actually talking to you at breakfast...hope we meet again soon... kiss
mandymo:
you should move in with me!!!!!!!!! DO IT! ahaha. but for real. I. Am. Serious.

tongue

so did photogrrl look smokin' at prom or what? I mean, the pics just arn't enough wink
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He called! I'm happy again...SG PROM 2 MORROW!!!! kiss
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evanx:
Hey! It was nice kinda/sorta meeting you last night! smile
ultimatelewser:
Just thought I'd say I love your photo sets! wink Bee-yu-ti-full! biggrin May I add you as a friend?
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He called. love Twice. kiss

Onwards and upwards. robot Work today, call landlord to get the ball rolling with my new place, get the measurements, pick out the paint, start slowly packing and getting boxes for the move. Start back at the gym tomorrow morning, get ready for the trip to Toronto on saturday and fuckin' HAVE FUN!

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misterclean:
the yeah yeah yeah's fucking rock...and so do you!
btw, I have new pics in bcb...have a look sweeite! love
broadwaybee:
You're so cute. miao!! Have fun in TO - tell her I miss her.

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Oh.My.God. Remember that guy I was talking about a little while ago..the Leo in Montreal who's the same age as me etc.etc..whom I was afraid to meet because I thought he wouldn't like me?

blush Well...I met him last night. He's even cuter in person..and yes, he liked me, alot. I think he will call back...this is the delicate phase that can make or break any...
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stepchild13:
I hope he calls!!!!
And he's probably thinking the same things, going crazy about when to call, if you really like him, how someone so hot can like him, etc. I went through the same thing with my g/f, still do! hehe No worries, I think it shall happen. Good luck on the interview by the way.
saruman:
Geez, you stress out too much surreal
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okay so Im getting the apartment I want. yay. i should be really happy, and I am I swear. But for some reason I fell down..no not litterally, but emotionally. Im stressing myself about buying all these appliances, about painting a whole apartment, about asking my boss for a raise, about my friend in Toronto who is deeply depressed and is scaring me, about the...
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7deuce:
i know i don't really know you but you seem like a strong woman to me.... be strong for your friend because i know that i am going through hell with depression right now and i would give anything for a good friend... you will be a differance maker for him trust me... be dtrong and you will get back on track...
misterclean:
aww, don't be so hard on yourself- those chips are fucking good! and moving is always stressful, even though it's what you want and it'll be worth it. Everything is gonna be fine. really. I know how you feel, I've been in a random bad mood on and off myself. It'll pass.
oh, and you're wicked cute and hot. that has nothing to do with your journal entry, but I know I love to hear stuff like that, so there ya go. smile smile smile smile
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OOOOOOMMMMMGGGGGGG!!!

My lucky stars are shining on me tonight! After ingesting half a bag of Guacamole Doritos and while watching the movie Elizabeth the phone rang. It was my landlord, the 4 1/2 I wanted in this building is free!!!! He was happy to let me have it since he said I do nice things with his apartments!! I'm currently in a 2 1/2 in...
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poprocks:
Yay! for you!!! smile
paradogmatic:
wo0t smile
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uh yea nevermind
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whypnk:
*hugs*
superflea:
Hey now! You're supposed to say "Prom would be ruined for me if you weren't there, dahling!!!"

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Well, I'll see how I feel the morning after the concert, as I'll probably be staying with friends in London at least overnight. I'll also see if the Visa feels like it'll hold another Hotel reservation this month. smile

See, I've already seen Bowie twice, but I haven't seen you yet at all!

You can see the bind I'm in!