i'm so angry at my parents right now. this is the only song that can describe how i feel at the moment:
There are just too many times that people have tried to look inside of me
Wondering what I think of you and I protect you out of courtesy
Too many times that Ive held on what I needed to push away
Afraid to...
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There are just too many times that people have tried to look inside of me
Wondering what I think of you and I protect you out of courtesy
Too many times that Ive held on what I needed to push away
Afraid to...
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mistresspage:
please let me into the PSW group or ill die 
broadwaybee:
Yipes. 
well i'm feeling better today than yesterday. didn't have to take any pain killers (yay). i'm having a cup of hot cocoa (not hot chocolate...this has no sugar!) and then i'm off to bed. it's already 10:30 and i'm beat! tomorrow is a new day..
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polonovia:
Hey cutie, how was Cuba???!!!??
_sarah_:
I'm not sure about Prom. I can't give a definite yes until I know if I'm going to have a job in Chicago, and the guest list will probably be full by then.
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kealli:
i had a kidney infection a few years ago. some of the most horrid pain ever. when my boy took me to the hospital they gave me a shot of antibiotics right in the ass.. a nice big super dose hehe. hope you feel better dear. 
scrap:
THe only thing I had close to my kidneys . . .really close, insdie them - was a kidney stone. So, I feel your pain. Get Well Soon!
day three of said kidney infection. i'm about ready to get off this ride. im sick of laying around doing nothing. i got over zealous this morning and walked to the corner store to get some eggs for breakfast. mistake. when i came back up the stairs my right kidney was throbbing again. what the fuck??? 
these pills are doing shitty things to me. drying...
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these pills are doing shitty things to me. drying...
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schism13:
Really?Where?
arcade:
hey, i think you did the right thing with PSW. just thought i should let you know.
wow well thanks for the good wishes all, very sweet. ends up i did go lay down minutes after posting that journal entry and the pain got worse and worse. long story short, at midnight i decided i couldn't take it anymore and i went to the emergency at the hospital. ends up that the first batch of antibiotics they gave me did nothing but...
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eli:
get well soon, thumper.
zahara:
awww....thanks. 
i'm in so much pain that in a few seconds i'm going to go lay down before i throw up. my kidneys are throbbing with excrutiating pain that i can't even think straight. i came home from a nice dinner with Faye and psyko514 to a message on my machine from the doctor at the clinic that wants me to call him back right away...
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drea:
It's probably a bad bladder infection/mild kidney infection. Bleach. Had them before. Unpleasant, but a week of pills and you'll be totally fine.
uns0uled:
send him good study vibes ??? I'm sending you positive energy instead !
As drea said... or it can also be a urinal infection.. or in the case that you popped too many pain relivers... they are harmfull to thoses parts of the body...
Anywho.. I hope you feel better soon !
As drea said... or it can also be a urinal infection.. or in the case that you popped too many pain relivers... they are harmfull to thoses parts of the body...
Anywho.. I hope you feel better soon !
im in a quiet mood tonight. sitting in the dark with just my desk lamp on. im not feeling photogenic. my bladder hurts. for absolutely no logical reason that i can think of, i am craving shrimp. and therefore am eating shrimp. im not craving, booze or pot or chocolate, just shrimp and listening to Felix Da Housecat & Kanye West on ye headphones...
speed...
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speed...
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broadwaybee:
Jesus Walks - sheer fucking BRILLIANCE. I love that song.
And I love shrimp.
And you're cute.
They say you can rap about anything except for Jesus
That means guns, sex, lies, video tapes
But if I talk about God my record won't get played Huh?
Well let this take away from my spins
Which will probably take away from my ends
Then I hope this take away from my sins
And bring the day that I'm dreaming about
Next time I'm in the club everybody screaming out...
And I love shrimp.
And you're cute.
They say you can rap about anything except for Jesus
That means guns, sex, lies, video tapes
But if I talk about God my record won't get played Huh?
Well let this take away from my spins
Which will probably take away from my ends
Then I hope this take away from my sins
And bring the day that I'm dreaming about
Next time I'm in the club everybody screaming out...
unique3:
YOU HAVE BEEN SEXED! Spread the legs and go at it! Pick any of your friends who you think don't get much lovin' (or maybe they do!) and, SEX THEM! (you can copy and paste this message on their userpage!) This is for any one you think is hot! RULES: 1- You can sex the person who sexed you, of course. 2- You can sex the same person as many times as you can (c'mon, ENDURANCE)! Be creative!* 3- You -MUST- spread the sex! At least 1 fuck is fine and dandy! 4- You should sex in public! Be adventurous, damnit. Paste it on their user page so they feel slutty! 5- Random sex is perfectly okay! 6- Please, don't worry about same gender sexing, it's HOT. 7- You should most definately get started fuckin' right away! This is about showing everyone how much you care for them and HOW BAD YOU WANT THEIR ASS! Make everyone feel a little loved (and roughed up!) Please dont take this too personally, BUT I JUST FUCKED YOU!!!
On my pre-coffee drive to work this morning I saw a look on this woman's face to another woman driving an expensive car and it got me thinking about envy. Everyone learns that envy is a bad thing, heck it's one of the seven deadly sins. It got me thinking, if I had a choice on what I would want to be envied for, what...
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mo:
thanx girl... you are absolutely the most cutest, and prettiest and loveable girl... i was gonna go aux foufs tonight... but don't think so, faye said you might be going... but we def. have to get together soon.... you know, actually talk it up, get to know each other... and again... thanx for organizing all this...
when do you get to see your boy again?! hope not too too long... if you ever need any understanding comfort, then give me a sign, and we'll go out for brunch and talk about love and long distance....
xx
thanx girl... you are absolutely the most cutest, and prettiest and loveable girl... i was gonna go aux foufs tonight... but don't think so, faye said you might be going... but we def. have to get together soon.... you know, actually talk it up, get to know each other... and again... thanx for organizing all this...
when do you get to see your boy again?! hope not too too long... if you ever need any understanding comfort, then give me a sign, and we'll go out for brunch and talk about love and long distance....
xx
mo:
oh, i think being envied for beauty is stupid, i mean, it's not something you've worked hard for, it's not something, like you said, control... it's not something that represents who you are, 'cause you didn't create it.... i would much rather be envied for something i created, something i choose and something i believe in.... that, to me, is more substantial, has more depth, and is much greater than something so easy as beauty.... it takes more guts and strength to say what you want, to be who you want, etc, than to put some makeup on, or wear the new trendy outfits...
The day after Valentine's Day. How many of you survived the attack of Cupid's arrows? The lovely pink heartsy wallpaper is no more on SG. *aww*
This saturday i'll be joining the lovely people of SG-MTL in yet another GT at
Magic_Boy's phyne new home. Should be fun..
On a more discusting note I spent 3 hours in a clinic last night since I...
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This saturday i'll be joining the lovely people of SG-MTL in yet another GT at
Magic_Boy's phyne new home. Should be fun..
On a more discusting note I spent 3 hours in a clinic last night since I...
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cathedra:
ahhhh you're all just JEALOUS! hahahah
ahhhh you're all just JEALOUS! hahahah 
faye:
Eeeeeew boo for the bladder infection.
If you want to do a set another time I'll totally understand.
I hope you have fun on Saturday!
We're going to Foufs tomorrow with Eli, wanna go shake your booty?
If you want to do a set another time I'll totally understand.
I hope you have fun on Saturday!
We're going to Foufs tomorrow with Eli, wanna go shake your booty?
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badrobot:
Soppy moo! 
cariephoto:
awwwwwwwww! If he beats your ass for it...kick where it hurts!!! That pic is good!