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Wednesday Oct 23, 2002

Oct 23, 2002
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I'm dreampt he was holding me.
No, not Ryan, my gay friend.
Aurgh.
Can I be a gay boy?
Monday night he walked me back to my dorm from Serrano's after Spectrum (the "homo club" as Eve would say) met there.
At Serrano's this lesbian was playing with straws and then with the salt and silverware and stuff. *sigh* She was kinda cute... I think she may even be single! Heh.
I want hummus but I also want tomato. I could go to Atcha and get a falafel combo with hummus instead of fries. That used to be what I always got. It's just so spicy that I can never finish it! (That used to not be a problem.) I don't think I'll take a shower before therapy. I'd like to get some cigarettes and go to Atcha and stuff. I ran out of cigarettes on Saturday. I've been dreaming of buying cigarettes.
Wow, I had this other weird dream. One of those too-weird-to-explain ones. And I think my gender kept changing.
Oh! Theo other night I dreampt that I was on this road trip and Ryan and I were in different cars but I finally got him to ride in my car... and I think we hooked up or something and then he turned into my roommate and then we were going to stay with her aunt or something... yeah, that's weird. I dreampt I was sleeping with my roommate.
Um, I better get dressed and go if I wanna do stuff before therapy (1 hour 20 minutes)
mistersatan:
Fuck! I am also out of smokes...

*cries*
Oct 24, 2002
apathy_activist:
are you asking for permission to be a gay boy or are you asking if it's logistically possible?

unfortunatly i don't have the answers to either.

i wished i remembered my dreams. maybe its the smokes.
Oct 24, 2002

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