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crazy dreams last night. Ryan lived next door and he ended up in some weird group--I don't know, kinda like a cult I guess. Before that though I wanted to talk to him and couldn't (wow, that's familiar) and he would talk to my mom and not to be. Wow, I wish I could explain that group. I think I may have actually been him for awhile in the dream. Or maybe I was watching it like a movie or something. I don't think I was actually present in the latter part of the dream, at least not a female version of myself.

then I dreamed my cousin Meghan and my friend's brother were getting married. Meghan was pregnant. It was a crazy wedding. Bridesmaids on horses wearing tube tops. How the hell did I get this into my head?

[adding on] Oh yeah, and the baby was in a box before being "born." I had the box for some reason. In a grocery store...

and there was a part where we were in the cemetary where my grand father and uncle and other relatives are buried...
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oh, and Aunt Candy gave Meghan away. I remembered thinking that was really cool. Oh, and I was supposed to be maid of honour but I took too long in the bathroom and it ended up being someone random. [/adding on]
I missed class again today. I'm blaming it on being sick. It's more than a sore throat now--I have used kleenex's all over my room now. Fun.

I Think I'm going back to sleep.