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They fucking erased the Bloody Cunts again. So, I rewrote it with a Sharpie. I am evil. If someone's going to be offended by that they should respect my free speech and ignore it. It's probably some Southern Baptist although I realize I'm stereotyping Southern Baptists which is just as closed-minded as them erasing my board.
The Spectrum meeting went well. It was also a S.E.R.V.E. retreat which means I can now participate in panel discussions (when Spectrum goes into classrooms to educate students about the LGBT community). I'm doing one Friday which I am really excited about. I also may be going to the NGLTF Conference in Seattle Nov 6-10 which I am also excited about. I really want to get into the Spectrum stuff this semester. I'm really interested in LGBT issues and fuck, I want to be out! And active! I love being an activist so why not participate in more activist activities!
I'm kind of wondering about what I'll say at the panel discussion on Friday. We say how we identify ourselves... I guess I still identify as bisexual but I'm really not sure. I mean, I'm still at that hmm, maybe I might be a lesbian point, but I guess I'm bi, I mean, I prefer girls but I'm still attracted to few guys. I guess I can say that. "I'm bisexual but I prefer girls." I guess that works.
I'm hungry. I don't want to cook. I need to fold the clothes I just washed. I need to type up my french paper. I need to read tomorrow's British Lit and French assignments. I may have a writing assignment in British Lit tomorrow... Aurgh!
I'm also going to need to get ahead before Friday since I'm going to Austin this weekend. No putting off stuff until Sunday night because I probably won't get into late and then I'll probably be too fucking tired to do school work...
I'm too fucking tired to do schoolwork now but I at least need to get that paper done (it's written, just needs to be typed) and read some British Lit. Fuck, I wish I could drop my French class. I need to stay full time though. Why didn't I just take a fuck-off class? I knew I wouldn't be able to handle this after not having French for 5 years--what the hell is wrong with me? I should've tried to take viola lessons. Blah.
I wish I weren't so fucking lazy. I really need to be working on my French (as in my grammar and such) so I can do well in this class (I'm failing at the moment) but no, I fuck around on the computer until the very last minute and I don't read the stories well and I don't participate in class much and participation counts for a lot in the class. Aurgh!!!!!!
I want sleep. That super grande mocha didn't do much for me. Too bad CCs closes at 11:00. I could always go to Coffee Call, they're open until 2 but, nah... I can do this.