catculus

the most recent song...

Is it my weight?
Would you really be that shallow?
Is it my beliefs?
Maybe because Im radical.

I guess Im just your fan.
Why cant I hold your hand?
Or even be your friend?
What would you say I am?

Chorus
All I want to know
Is whats so bad about me?
I know I have my flaws
So does everybody.
I need some help
Cause I just can breath
And I dont know
Whats so bad about me.

Why do I feel you avoid me?
I know youre nothing but nice to me.
Why do I continue longing for you?
When I know I cannot have you.

I know but still I pursue you
I wish I just could be near you
And so I ask, How could this be?
Why dont you just take a chance with me.

(Instrumental?)

(Chorus)

You bring me up then you let me down
I fear other girls when youre not around
I dont understand why theyre better than me
Id be good for you why cant you see?

I take a deep breath then I start to cry
I tear myself up just wondering why
I feel so alone and youll never be mine
And I just wish I could be pacified.

(Chorus 2x)