catculus

Everything is fine

Except, of course, that I am still awake.

I've been reading a lot and I've been spending less time on the internet. It is good. The internet depresses me.

I need to get up early but I doubt I'll be able to sleep anytime soon as I had a long nap today. Oops.

I hate it when I piss off people I care about by implying that they don't care about me.

I wish my mother would go to bed so I can look at pictures.

Why does she think I would be listening to what she is watching on TV when I have headphones on? Such silliness.

I'm not very good at this "studying" thing. I keep checking the same sites over and over and over again. Silly Cat!.

I hate it when I work at night and have school the next day. I don't get home until 10 which is when I should be in bed but I don't feel like going to bed right when I get home--I want to eat, sometimes I want to take a shower (especially if I washed dishes at work) and I want to play on the...
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Stupid me and my taking everything personally.

It was actually a good day until I got all offended. I'm rather certain I aced my test this morning (I hate classes that are way too easy).

I finally have a CD player in my car, which is nice. I do not like the radio and I don't have any tapes.

I remember having something particularly important to say but I have no idea what it was.

I think I was going to complain about being jealous and how much it sucks.

Yes, that was it.

I hate being jealous

I push people away with my negativity. I don't think people like it when I constantly accuse them of hating me. That probably isn't very nice of me especially when I know that they do care about me.

Nothing really makes much sense right now.

I wish my friends weren't so far away--it might be easier to understand them if they weren't.

I want a woman.

That is all.

I think I am feeling a bit better. Sometimes it is hard to tell.

It is fall break now--we have tomorrow and Friday off of school. I don't have class on Thursdays anyway but it will be nice to have Friday off.

I work Friday and Saturday. At least I don't work tomorrow.

Hehe, buddy is staring at me. (my profile picture).

Odd.

I didn't think it would be difficult to get into this site again.