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I was just on the phone with my friend in CollegeStation and was talking about going to see her this weekend and I just called my bank and I HAVE NO MONEY. Maybe I should get a job or something? Aurgh. I can go see if I can still use my chancellor's aid job. Probably not though. Ugh.
Still feeling like shit, computer is...
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I was just on the phone with my friend in CollegeStation and was talking about going to see her this weekend and I just called my bank and I HAVE NO MONEY. Maybe I should get a job or something? Aurgh. I can go see if I can still use my chancellor's aid job. Probably not though. Ugh.
Still feeling like shit, computer is...
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considerately:
sleep well..
oh look at me on a "porn" site in the lobby of my dorm. Fuck, I'm not looking at pictures just wanted to write in my journal. Like they'll notice and maybe someone will find the site in the address bar... *giggle*
Yeah, Cat! is freakin pissed off because she installed Windows 2000 and now her computer is all fucked up and she had no...
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Yeah, Cat! is freakin pissed off because she installed Windows 2000 and now her computer is all fucked up and she had no...
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binaryfiendsgone:
O come on, we all know you were looking at porn...tehehe
I am: 20 year old female, hair dyed reddish, green eyes, 5'7" 245ish Ibs. depressive, silly, random, obsessive, bisexual, vegan, a musician
I enjoy: going to see bands, walking, playing on the computer, going to meetings (spectrum alliance, sigma alpha, vegetarian society), reading, kitty cats, going on road trips, listening to music
I am looking for: female or male between ages 18-30, preferably artistic (especially...
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I enjoy: going to see bands, walking, playing on the computer, going to meetings (spectrum alliance, sigma alpha, vegetarian society), reading, kitty cats, going on road trips, listening to music
I am looking for: female or male between ages 18-30, preferably artistic (especially...
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jorganic:
vegans DO taste better.....
oipthestampede:
Is it vegetarian to make a sandwich out of a vegan?
I can't sleep and my thoughts run in journal form so I thought I'd turn the computer back on and write.
I suppose part of my sleeping problems spring from my having stopped taking Zoloft but I don't know--I don't recall having been able to get to sleep that well even when I was on it.
I feel like emailing Ryan and asking if I...
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I suppose part of my sleeping problems spring from my having stopped taking Zoloft but I don't know--I don't recall having been able to get to sleep that well even when I was on it.
I feel like emailing Ryan and asking if I...
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mistersatan:
*kiss*
apathy_activist:
hey, you sound like me. have we met? are you me? how am i doin'?
you don't have to be kissing to be bi. you don't have to be a couple to be important. don't define yourself by who you're with.
crushes are the worst. that's why they call them that. they don't call them fluffys or moists or whatever.
i don't mean to trivialize a relationship i don't understand, cuz often you hear 'crush' and you think 'puppy shit'. it's not, they're the hardest thing.
maybe tommorow will be a better day.
stay off mind control drugs! if not for yourself, do it for your country.
(what do i know.. i'm just a goofball playing at a boy who looks like a man.. ask someone smart.)
you don't have to be kissing to be bi. you don't have to be a couple to be important. don't define yourself by who you're with.
crushes are the worst. that's why they call them that. they don't call them fluffys or moists or whatever.
i don't mean to trivialize a relationship i don't understand, cuz often you hear 'crush' and you think 'puppy shit'. it's not, they're the hardest thing.
maybe tommorow will be a better day.
stay off mind control drugs! if not for yourself, do it for your country.
(what do i know.. i'm just a goofball playing at a boy who looks like a man.. ask someone smart.)
I bought cigarettes
*blush*
Went to a movie party at a friend's place. It was alright but, I don't know, everybody is just so couple-y and I feel left out.
I haven't done any homework. I was going to do so good this semester and now I'm beginning to do even worse. How sad is that?
And I've just realized that the Ani concert is...
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*blush*
Went to a movie party at a friend's place. It was alright but, I don't know, everybody is just so couple-y and I feel left out.
I haven't done any homework. I was going to do so good this semester and now I'm beginning to do even worse. How sad is that?
And I've just realized that the Ani concert is...
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fucking sexual frustration.
went to the spectrum party. it was alright.
remember the cute redhead from the sappho supper a couple weeks ago? she was there. we talked a little. she gave me cigarettes. I tried to get her to stay at the party, said I'd bring her home, but no, she went with her ride. dammit, dammit, dammit.
aurgh. I think I may play...
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went to the spectrum party. it was alright.
remember the cute redhead from the sappho supper a couple weeks ago? she was there. we talked a little. she gave me cigarettes. I tried to get her to stay at the party, said I'd bring her home, but no, she went with her ride. dammit, dammit, dammit.
aurgh. I think I may play...
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bionicfemme:
What is WOW?
joscelyne:
I wanna be sedated.
Oh, my god. I just had my best masturbatory experience ever!
Yeah, so for quite awhile I've been having a lot of trouble having an orgasm. Even with the vibrator. Well, I haven't been taking my medicine for a few days and then tonight bam! Great orgasm. Man, you have no idea how incredibly excited I am.
Anyway, conclusion: Zoloft is evil. No more Zoloft...
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Yeah, so for quite awhile I've been having a lot of trouble having an orgasm. Even with the vibrator. Well, I haven't been taking my medicine for a few days and then tonight bam! Great orgasm. Man, you have no idea how incredibly excited I am.
Anyway, conclusion: Zoloft is evil. No more Zoloft...
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gil:
orgasm...
WoooHooo!!!!
WoooHooo!!!!
orchid1:
Hooray! Thats great! I'm really glad for you!
Went out with my sister today. Took her to get her check and I bought some CDs (Ani and Juliana Theory) and then we went to Spencer's so I could see if Cute Goth Chick was working and she was and she was wearing a nun costume and then she had a witch hat on with the nun costume... she's so cute 
Then we went...
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Then we went...
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gil:
i was yesterday
gil:
i was yesterday :oP
Haha, here I am on my parents' computer. I took the link in my OD to the site, didn't want them to see it in the address bar. They might get really pissed off. (You went to a PORN site on MY COMPUTER?????) Yay for moms.
Anyhow, traffic sucked on the way up. It took me over an hour to go about 15 miles outside...
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Anyhow, traffic sucked on the way up. It took me over an hour to go about 15 miles outside...
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gil:
Wooo Hooo!!!
psmith:
the problem is that this Ryan isn't getting enough vegan cupcakes. Vegan cupcakes contain natural mellowing agents that ease the crushing pain of our modern existence and make stupid boys less stupid.
(I promise to lay off the vegan cupcake "jokes" tomorrow, i'm just a geek who thinks the Prarie home companion is funny. sorry)
(I promise to lay off the vegan cupcake "jokes" tomorrow, i'm just a geek who thinks the Prarie home companion is funny. sorry)
Lili's coming and I'm going home! That's right we're getting off of school for storms Two weeks in a row! Yes!
Anyway, I need to get my shit together and get the hell out of here. Don't know if I'll be accessing this site this weekend, family computer and all. Family computer in the freakin' living room. We'll see.
Anyway, I need to get my shit together and get the hell out of here. Don't know if I'll be accessing this site this weekend, family computer and all. Family computer in the freakin' living room. We'll see.
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gil:
shit
joscelyne:
you are a good good girl for defiling your family computer! 
crazy dreams last night. Ryan lived next door and he ended up in some weird group--I don't know, kinda like a cult I guess. Before that though I wanted to talk to him and couldn't (wow, that's familiar) and he would talk to my mom and not to be. Wow, I wish I could explain that group. I think I may have actually been him...
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joscelyne:
yes, they stop in nebraska when they're on their way home from CT, after staying a night in Chicago and going from Iowa to Denver only to realize that the 16 hours will break them so they split it in half and end up in, you guessed it, Nebraska
mistersatan:
dang... you need to stop eating anchovies before bedtime, hon...
I'm sick. Sore throats suck.
Hey, why is everybody implying that I had fun on the trip? Did I not say I was miserable?
I think I may go back to sleep. I skipped both class and SAI today. Had to walk everywhere looking for pads today, should have drove to the store. The Food Emporium, union and mini-mart didn't have what I wanted so...
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Hey, why is everybody implying that I had fun on the trip? Did I not say I was miserable?
I think I may go back to sleep. I skipped both class and SAI today. Had to walk everywhere looking for pads today, should have drove to the store. The Food Emporium, union and mini-mart didn't have what I wanted so...
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febo:
right there w/ ya. feels like i'm drinking lava. milkshakes should not taste like lava.
i'm just glad ya didn't drown last week.
get well soon,
f
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i'm just glad ya didn't drown last week.
get well soon,
f
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thegrandvomica:
Tell your germs to shut up and go home or you'll kick them.