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I just had a strange dream. I was on some sort of trip--I think it was for an organization or something... it was at this big house thing. I have no idea what it was for. There were a lot of different kinds of people there, a few who I knew. This one guy from Spectrum I know was there and I was really affectionate...
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snakefeast:
Hey, I'm a straight guy. BOO!!I noticed your profile changed on my page. And, yes, I'm drinking plenty of tea, thankyou.
hatefulerin:
you rock my world. wink
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RPMguitar: oh hey i forgot football is on
RPMguitar: gotta go

teehee. for some reason I find that extraordinarily cute. Ok, so I find everything he does / says extraordinarily cute. Even if it's something that would really offend me if someone else said it. (That wouldn't really offend me except for, of course, when it seems like everything is more entertaining than me...)

I...
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hatefulerin:
*snogs emo-cat-stica (that's what i'm going to call you now, because calling you catcatcatcat just seems odd)*
fortissimo:
Snog is one of the best words ever! Why don't more Americans say "snog"?

I'm changing my advice...new advice for Monday practice is: SNOG RYAN!! biggrin

-ff
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I had to go all the way to Siegen Walmart to get honey mustard pretzels. I got two bags. Why are these so hard to find? Maybe because I have to get the Rold Gold ones because all the others have dairy products. Anyway... Ryan invited me to PCB practice Monday!

RPMguitar: hey
RPMguitar: catch the game?
RPMguitar: that was freakin awesome
Emotastica: I was...
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astrogirl3000:
CLEAN! if you put good tunes on, time will pass like you won't believe. the best part is sitting in that room and having a smoke when yer all done!
astrogirl3000:
CLEAN! if you put good tunes on, time will pass like you won't believe. the best part is sitting in that room and having a smoke when yer all done!
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I gave up and took my medicine...it obviously must have been doing SOMETHING for me if I'm feeling this much worse when I'm not on it. Blaurgh.
I was calling people like crazy today. No one was home. Meesh had to leave because her phone was dying. My mom... ugh. I hate it when people tell me to be happy, think happy thoughts, and just...
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hatefulerin:
there ya go! mj all the way!!
orchid1:
If you don't mind me asking, what medicine are you taking? (Just because I take paxil and I wondered...)
Good Luck with the paper!
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Time to make myself all pretty for the gay party!

(Coming Out Day Concert)

Rats! I need to stop by the ATM as I don't have the $3 cover (it's a fundraiser). Aurgh. I'll be taking out $10 because... well, I think that's all I haveto take out. Hehe.
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hatefulerin:
that's a fucking trip.
i went to a coming out day masquerade ball.
i had to stop by the atm to get $10 out to pay the $3 cover.
but how did your homo event turn out? hopefully better than mine. let me know smile
ratsonjulia:
must you take my name in vain, my child?
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I was awakened by the phone. I got all excited because it was a male voice asking for me but damn... it was just telecommunications telling me to put a password on my computer because it was suceptable to hackers. If Ryan is going to call me it'll probably be after the break.
Anyway, I'm tired of the "not good enough for you" bullshit. Everybody...
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gil:
doh!
*hug*
joscelyne:
...i don't get calls like that, thank goodness. and what you said brings back a line from clueless: "if i'm too good for him, then why am I not *with* him?"
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RPMguitar: just got back from seeing signs with this girl tamara
Emotastica: who's that?
RPMguitar: some girl i met online
Emotastica: oh
RPMguitar: i shoulda learned my lesson after getting kinda involved with claire, but eh
Emotastica: ah
RPMguitar: i'm not sure if i like tamara or not yet though

fucker. then he signed off (was having computer problems though). I tried calling him but...
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orchid1:
Good luck,
theres someone for everyone,
if it isn't him don't let it get to you.
He wasn't good enough for you anyway...
prudence:
thank you so much for that. you really are a sweet person, and lots of fun to chat with!smile i'm so glad i met you in the chatroom.
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Been listening to PCB. I sent a bunch of songs to Scott. He seemed to liked them.
Still haven't heard from Ryan. Imagine that. I don't think he's been online but iit's a little harder to tell on Trillian. I think he would have at least replied to my email or SOMETHING.
So, extreme sexual frustration and I listen to PCB. Being hearing his voice...
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I want my PCB *cries* Why am I listening to songs they cover? Pretty soon I'm going to put in American College Student or Something to do with Sheep and listen to THEM. Aurgh. I miss those guys so much. *cries*
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gil:
*sings*
turn that frown upsidedown
doot doo
dia:
You're great. You made good points on that stupid thread. I still have total respect for you! I'm sorry to have used your comment as a springboard for an opposing point, you realize that was NOT an attack on you. I think you're awesome, and like what you say and your presence on this board.
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stupid stupid stupid stupid stupid stupid stupid Ryan.

He needs to quit being stupid.

Because that's what he's doing. Being stupid.

Stupid, stupid, stupid.

I'm going to go cry / sleep now.

(note: no communication with him has occured, I just need sleep. I need him out of my profile picture. Seeing pictures of him just makes me want to reach out and hold him...
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mistersatan:
I need a job too! Hooray for being broke bastards!

*high fives emo*
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can't stop playing with computer. Marc came and fixed it today (uh, yesterday). Tomorrow (uh, today) he's going to fix it again--we're going to get my webcam working and then you can all see pictures of my beautiful self and will be moved to come to Baton Rouge to see the magnificent Cat! in person... yeah...
I should go to bed. I know I had...
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Yay for bad poetry!

She hides in corners
The world has forgotten;
Life becomes a foggy dream.
Craving attention:
She knows not where to find it
Hidden in a corner
She cries.

Old friendships fade--
New ones die
Before they begin.
All she has left
is disillusionment;
Eversteady it grows
As reality fades.

No one really seems to Notice anymore.
No one calls
The only...
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orchid1:
I think you were confused,
that is definitely good poetry.
liquid29:
I love bad poetry!
So, uh...
Where is some?
wink